graphomaniac: (ruin it not with sorrow)
L. V. Morgenshtern ([personal profile] graphomaniac) wrote in [community profile] silvermoons2015-09-05 07:44 am

in retrospect, this meeting was a bad idea

[ Lev's hands shake a little as he makes tea. He's still not sure what possessed him to ask Dist to come over, what he hopes to gain from this conversation. After all, there's only one thing he truly wants to say to the other and there's no graceful way to say "so can you break up with your boyfriend, because even though this incarnation has never met me, I think I have more right to him than you do". But he can't stand the idea of pretending Dist doesn't exist and pretending Jay doesn't exist is unbearable, almost physically painful.

He turns to the kitchen table, holding the teapot aloft.
]

Um. How do you take your tea ...

[ He trails off, awkwardly. He can't stand being polite to Dist, but he's aware that being actively hostile is just going to make him look crazier. ]
spare_parts: (much much actually much)

[personal profile] spare_parts 2015-09-05 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
[Dist is not super comfortable with somebody from Jay's world being there. He can't chase him away, though, not without upsetting Jay, as much as he'd like to make it perfectly clear that he won't be fading away any time soon. Not after just getting back.]

Just sugar. Thank you.

[That's polite, right? He even said thank you!]
Edited 2015-09-05 06:04 (UTC)
spare_parts: (crystal pepsi)

[personal profile] spare_parts 2015-09-05 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
I appreciate it.

[It's not a return of the sentiment, but Dist is still feeling prickly. Honestly, it frustrates him for the same reason that he'd be worried if another version of him appeared: he is still fundamentally insecure about how vulnerable it is to be in a steady relationship.]

You must understand my apprehension, don't you?
spare_parts: (rrrgh)

[personal profile] spare_parts 2015-09-05 06:16 am (UTC)(link)
Your point? I love him. He's happy with me. And he doesn't even know you! I won't just vanish just because you're here and recognize him when I know he can't feel the same way about you yet! Wait for your Jay and leave me to mine.
spare_parts: (a thousand dead friends can't stop me)

[personal profile] spare_parts 2015-09-05 06:25 am (UTC)(link)
[Dist stands, seething and refusing to allow himself to be towered over. There's still several inches of discrepancy, but it's better than nothing.]

There is nothing temporary about me! As long as he is here, I will be, and if you can't deal with that it isn't my problem!

[And hey, look on the bright side - Dist hardly bats an eye at the talk of future things. He's been around long enough to understand weird timeline shenanigans.]

I don't care what you think you know. You don't know what we have and you never will!
spare_parts: (fgaedfr)

[personal profile] spare_parts 2015-09-05 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
[Dist wrenches away and shoves Lev roughly, his anger gradually becoming tinged with anguish.]

He wouldn't do that to me! I would never do that to him and he knows it!
spare_parts: (rrrgh)

[personal profile] spare_parts 2016-06-26 07:41 am (UTC)(link)
So is threatening a man's relationship.

[Sorry, not sorry.]