FINALLY!!!!!

so i saw him. for the first time in eleven months. i met him outside of school, and i was a mess with my jeans and uggs, and a huge sweatshirt, my hair was a mess, but later that night, he told me how beautiful i looked :D we just sat there for a half an hour, not talking, just looking at each other, he was holding my hand, occasionally he'd lean in to kiss me. but that was it, nothing. but it felt like so much more than nothing, it felt so perfect. I didn't feel like i had to do anything, we were just so comfortable sitting with each other, holding each other, kissing when we wanted to, holding hands, and looking into each others eyes. After not seeing him for 11 months i expected him to be all over me i guess, but he wasn't, and it was a surprise. A pleasant surprise. I really love how we can do that. When i think about yesterday, with him, I go back and yell at myself for ever thinking about breaking up with him....i love him. i really do.....i only hope he feels the same, hope all is going well for everyone.... <3