Shin Tourismo

Test? Is this thing on?

My frustrations never cease to end. I want calm again. Too much to do, too much fighting, not enough time. Why why why.

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Eye on the TV
'cause tragedy thrills me
Whatever flavor it happens to be

Like:
"Killed by the husband" ...
"Drowned by the ocean" ...
"Shot by his own son" ...
"She used a poison in his tea,
Then (she) kissed him goodbye"
That's my kind of story
It's no fun til someone dies.

Don't look me at like I am a monster
Frown out your one face, but with the other (you)
Stare like a junkie into the TV
Stare like a zombie while the mother holds her child,
Watches him die,
Hands to the sky cryin "why, oh why?"

Cause I need to watch things die from a distance
Vicariously, I live while the whole world dies
You all need it too - don't lie.

Why can't we just admit it?
We won't give pause until the blood is flowin'
Neither the brave nor bold
Nor brightest of stories told
We won't give pause until the blood is flowin'

I need to watch things die from a good safe distance
Vicariously, I live while the whole world dies
You all feel the same so why can't we just admit it?

Blood like rain fallin' down
Drum on grave and ground

Part vampire, part warrior,
Carnivore and voyeur
Stare at the transmittal.
Sing to the death rattle.

Credulous at best
Your desire to believe in
Angels in the hearts of men.
But pull your head on out (of) your hippie haze
And give a listen
Shouldn't have to say it all again

The universe is hostile
So impersonal
Devour to survive
So it is, so it's always been ...

We all feed on tragedy.
It's like blood to a vampire.

Vicariously, I live while the whole world dies
Much better you than I.

it's fucked. You stand up to what you believe in only to get shit on, regardless on how nice you are . I am finding it happening more and more. Why do I even bother to form an opinion based on thoughts and my own experiences ? Why am I the only one who sees what is wrong ? I know my limits, but I refuse to let the uneducated and unmotivated pieces of shit compromise my pride and efforts. The funnier part about this all is that I am not obligated to anything or any one but one person, but I do what I do because I feel passionate about the business. in todays economy, we cannot afford piss poor service.

But what do I know? I'm no one , my opinions, insights , past expeiences are irrelevant. I am ignorant according to the masses. I've always got that while growing up. I don't know why. Maybe because of how I look? Personality? Who fucking knows.

It makes you wonder, I am the piece if shit that the world claims I am . I am the evil and worthless. But why have I gotten as far as I have ?

When I was an alien
Cultures weren't opinions

Never met a wise man
If so it's a woman

Just because you're paranoid
Don’t mean they're not after you

Gotta find a way , find a way, when I'm there
Gotta find a way ,a better way, a better way

• Selina returned from Scotland. =) I feel whole again.
• Moved to new house with Selina nearly 24 hours after she came back from Scotland.
• I have my own office now!
• It's hot as hell...
• I no longer have the 2005 Honda Civic SI Hatchback.
• I now have a 2009 Honda Honda Civic SI Coupe....DELIVERED TO ME AT WORK. =D Photos soon.
• We're getting a dog soooooon.
• I've finnally saw Snakes on a Plane...
• Coincidently with Snakes!
• More later!

I'll be MIA for a bit. Moving. Details later.

• Cars are cleaned. Like seriously immaculately clean. You can eat off them if you wanted to.
• House is mostly clean.
• Snakes are all fat a happy. Feeding went smoothly and without and problems!
• Went out and checked out new potential places for us to move.
• I ate today out of boredom. Crap.
• Discovered that one of my favorite artists have a video for a song I like...It's pretty crazy:

Now you have something to Die for - Originally done by Lamb of God but covered by an Indonesian girl band: Vendetta. 0_o It's not bad either.