Hmmm,how to start this out...
Well,it's been awhile.I should hav a pic to post soon as I have found my digital camera again.
Life has been...life.My family has this talent of making me feel worthless which in turn makes me want to run and grab a razor and just hack at my wrist.But I made a promise not to,so I guess I'm going to have to stick to it.I do miss the sight of blood,the feel of a blade against my skin,cuts healing(minus the god-awful itching),and the pearl colored scars of a deep cut.But I've been -clean- per se for a long time,nearly a year now.Maybe I'm better off not as a SI,but damn did it relieve some stress.
Hope everyone's doing good out there too.
~Lauren
Well,it's been awhile.I should hav a pic to post soon as I have found my digital camera again.
Life has been...life.My family has this talent of making me feel worthless which in turn makes me want to run and grab a razor and just hack at my wrist.But I made a promise not to,so I guess I'm going to have to stick to it.I do miss the sight of blood,the feel of a blade against my skin,cuts healing(minus the god-awful itching),and the pearl colored scars of a deep cut.But I've been -clean- per se for a long time,nearly a year now.Maybe I'm better off not as a SI,but damn did it relieve some stress.
Hope everyone's doing good out there too.
~Lauren