~>Souten ni Zase<~

HAPPY BELATED ST PATTY'S DAY!!!

hope lots of ppl got lots of drinking done...lol

I for one didnt drink much, but enough to get buzzed. well...I did get to see some really interesting things cuz we were drinking...hehe...LMAO Danny...must drink with Danny again, I was laughing so hard through the night cuz of this kid (I dont care, hes still younger than me by the months) We all hung out at Jason's....the usual friday thing, try playing Silent Hill, get bored of it...and blah...random stuff...I dunno..

here's my conclusion: Danny = fun to drink with (lightweight, and retarded drunk XD), really scared of scary stuff (funny to see), annd its fun to hit him with stuff...

and I stayed over at Jason's....and...yea...eventful 2 days ^__~

I love my baby JJ <3

one more note...I HAVE TO STOP SEEMING SO FLIRTY!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! WHAT DO I DO?!?!? Im much too playful...this is gonna take a while... T__T

is it possible to like someone and not try to trust them? or should that trust be gained and built upon over time?

one of my worst traits = obsessions >.<

My weekend was a lot of fun...seemed extremely short, but I feel like Im so heartless cuz theres people sad/depressed while Im here having fun all weekend. (ok dont comment on this part, its just my thoughts)

I've been putting more time into working out (since Im working out at QC too now) hopefully, I can lose this fat before the summer. Its useful in keeping me occupied so I dont have the time to be depressed constantly...but the problem still remains....I need a job...I dont really dont want to give up what I have now, Im putting my time into my studying/school (ok...not as much...but still), working out, and hanging out with friends...

note:
what sucks is thinking you like someone, but not knowing what to do because it could be a short crush/fling, they might not feel the same, and all those other possible reasons that I cant think of at the moment...

heres a before and after pic, since I didnt get to take a pic of my room before I cleaned and rearranged (kinda lost the camera in the mess...)
      
whee...found the camera...

process of cleaning....

haha..Danny, Kim and Jason sitting in my mess XP

the new look! all nice and clean!

so beautiful...

I cleaned out my closet too...but you cant really see it here...
**NOTE**
I got 4 cuts, and 7 bruises while cleaning my room...my room is evul...its trying to kill me x_X

whee snowboarding is so much fun...but this time Im soooo sore...the ground was icy again...I didnt wanna try any jumps on bunny slope since I hurt myself so much already, wish it was all soft after snowing like Mt Elk was...well Camelback was cool, they had halfpipe, I didnt see it, I wouldnt go on it, but I at least wanted to see it, how big it was, and their trails are all S-like trails, narrow turns and stuff...I was soo scared to fall off the trails into the trees and off the cliff basically, and a lot of trails merge, and I hate that cuz then Im moving so slow down cuz for a while, the trail is flat and not a slope. Kim an I got stuck at one point, took us so long to get down, and apparently, I passed her without noticing.

I'm disappointed that I couldnt get any action shots of ppl this time, everyone just kinda scattered on the slopes, we went to all different slopes...was fun, but I WANTED PICS!!!!! I'll post them soon...

after we got back to the city we got some Chicken & rice...so good...I bought a lot, so I still have my food for the rest of today hehe...too bad we all went home afterwards, I wanted to stay out longer...went to 7/11 with Erik and Dave for a while, then I just went home, took a looong hot bubble bath...felt good after, but now Im still soo sore... >.<

I LOVE MY PHONE!!

Motorola V3 Razr Cosmic Blue

yes...I gotta be unique, get the new color that barely anyone has ^__^
colors so far:
black
silver
dual black/silver
pink
magenta
light blue
AND cosmic blue

Im so tempted to take it apart...but Ill do that when I decide to buy faceplates for it...

bad thing is that we couldnt get Verizon afterall, said the phones were too expensive, so now Im back to T-Mobile.

bdays commin up, rest of chinese new yr parties commin up...hopefully Joyce working possibly soon...w00t w00t Ima start saving up my money again...

Priorities:
-paying off debt
-saving up money for China and Japan this summer
-getting new hdd
-flatpanel 17" monitor
-smaller/better digicam
-camcorder (hopefully...but not so important)
-snowboard (this can wait till next yr)
-wireless keyboard & optical or laser mouse (should get this soon...)
-more DS games (I WANT MORE!!!...but no money.. T-T)
-new mp3 player (hopefully selling ipod)
-books (I have a list of books I wanna get)
-models/figures (theres still some I really want, but Im out of space and money)
-and the list goes on...

"What's up Joyce, always thought that you're hot!"

AAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

I sure bet that my pics on sconex fool ur eyes, thats like the 1000th (ok...thats exaggerating) time Ive gotten those messages...blech...loser...

now for more not so positive news...my foot hurts now in addition to my back pain...damn weight room...damn my clumsiness

Im makin chocolates again this yr for <3s day ^__^
and no more dissecting the marshmellows Morg!! cuz we need to make lots this yr...

**EDIT**
I need money!! anyone able to hook me up with a job? Im prolly gonna be applying to jobs sometime next week or latest, the week after (since I need next weekend to make chocolates and plan on goin out celebrating)

HEY WE NEED TO GO HANG OUT NEXT WEEKEND!! CELEBRATING MORG'S BDAY!! (and mine..I guess..)

I want opinions...Im curious to see how people would respond to these situations.

If you really like someone, and you're really good friends with that person, and you also dont know how that person feels about you, what would you do?

a) stay friends, to keep things the way they are for as long as possible to keep the friendship, but never know how the person feels about you.

b) find out how the person feels about you, but try to still stay friends, hoping nothing has changed between the two of you after finding how each of you feel.

c) find out how the person feels about you, and try to take that step further to get closer to that person, risking the friendship you once had.

d) just take that extra step, risk everything in hopes of being together/closer to that person, but possibly lose that friendship that you had and cherished

what would you do, and why? (I want responses ppl) ^_~
(its just more of my random thinking)

FUUUCK!!!! My school wont let me drop physics!!! ARRGH!!!! I cant get out at 10:30 now!! I have a blank period then I have PHYSICS!!!! GRR!! this sucks...

well in other news I didnt study for my US Hist & Govt regents, so hopefully I passed...heh...

Back at QC for Japanese Class and more hanging out again

Chinese New Yr this sunday! $$$$$$$$$$$ <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

I need a job next month...

pics are all up ppl! I have most on facebook, and I have all on photobucket, if you dont have my photobucket site, I'll link it to you, I dont want to post the link here, but heres some notable pics that I want to post anyway XD

look at it stick up its ass!

look! cooking/frying snow!!

but it looks/smells and prolly tastes nasty

the colorful shots! (light green ones were really good)

the drunk ladybug that I saved from the tray of alcohol

Llamas!! uh huh uh huh uh huh (Emporers new groove XD)

Look! we went to Moscow! lol!!

(And Erik, I'll take that pic or any photobucket/facebook pics off if you dont want them up)

and one more thing...
I cant believe we left stuff there in the fridge!! The chicken, ice cream! and whatever else that was there. does anyone know if they took my grenadine with the liquor?? I just want to know now if the grenadine was left there too!! >.<