BEWARE: The inside of my head WILL be Scary...

I'm feeling really anti-war, anti-Bush and anti-democracy right now....dont ask me why, these lil political feelings of mine come and go with the wind....so im back from germany...hated it and if u care that much and i like u that much ill explain to you why but for now i dont feel like it.

basically just working, chillin with my bro, josh and feef, and trying to make babies with my boyfriend....WOW, huge joke, i hate kids....and then im dreading the end of summer, but then again who isnt??

wow so i leave tomm @ noon to go to Germany.......see ya in 3 weeks!!!!!!!!!!! (july 28th to be exact!!!) MUAH!!!!!!!!! kisses -C@$$

kinda out of it so ill summ the night up in a few words............

 

sittty day..........hot old fling called.......coffee......7 people....mini party..........perkins.......1 o'clock in morning...........love my jared.........feelings = happy and content with the world.........wishes = summer 2 last 4ever......tiredness factor now = ZIP!!!!

 

 

GOOD NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay so im NEVER gonna be perfect, but it sure feels pretty damn close right now. Let me fill you in.....

*I have this awesome job as a hostess @ Greenbriar, which for those of u who ARE stupid, its this fancy, expensive restaurant in Johnston that i have to get wooooo dressed up for each time i go to work but thats cool cuz i actually like that! who'd knew??? it makes me feel girly i guess...~*sigh*~

*I have a new HOTTTTT, let me repeat that for imphasis, HOTTTTTTTTTT boyfriend, who is totally everything i need right now!!! all he does is shower me with kisses and love and TONZ of attenion and we all know that I need that what with me being the drama queen that i am and all!!!!  and ummm...it doesnt help that he has an amazing body or lots of cash either (not that im a gold digger, its just a nice change from some of the losers i used to date thats all)

*There is only 9 days of school left before ill chill out for 3 months! with 3 weeks of that being spent in Germany where alllllll i will do it sleep in, sightsee, party, get drunk off my ass, hook up with random hott germans, pass out and repeat for a glorious 21 days!!!!!!!!!

 

all in all i think that sounds pretty perfect.....ohhh i love life! and i love how i dont have to answer to ne one, not having to deal with all that brainwashing is soooooooo much less stressful!!!!   peace out, and until next time, whenever the hell that may be.............C@$$

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ODE to FallOut Boy!!! who has been there for me when im down??? FALLOUTBOY!!! who never leaves me and loves me like woah??? FALLOUTBOY!!!!!  well besides that...im bored, and maybe a lil curious to see how many answers ill get back....if u dont feel like disclosing these answers with the world email em to me Angelchic231@hotmail.com   i know im gay but fill it out ne way.....that is if u have a penis...and preferably 2 testicles....

1. Name:
2. Age:
3. Height:
4. Astrological Sign:
5. Favorite color:
6. Favorite food:
7. Why do you want to fill this out?
8. What do you think about me?
9. On a scale of 1-10 what am I?
10. Do you wanna kiss me?
11. Do you like to cuddle?
12. Pick one word to describe yourself:
13. On our first date, where would you take me?
14. Would you send me flowers sometimes?
15. Do you sing?
16. play an instrument?
17. Do you drink?
18. Do you smoke?
19. Do any drugs including weed?
20. Do you have a car?
21. What are some of your hobbies?
22. Do you get jealous?
23. Are you a patient person?
24. Would you make me soup when i am sick?
25. What kind of music do you like (genres,bands)?
26. What are some of your favorite movies?
27. Is sex important to you?
28. Did you lie on any part of this?
29. Anything you would like to tell me?

GIRLS

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot...
...who calls you back when you hang up on him...
...who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead...
...who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats...
...who holds your hand in front of his friends...
...who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."



GUYS


Find a girl who calls you babe or honey instead of hot or sexy...
...who can't stand it when you hang up on her...
...who would sit there for hours looking into your eyes...

Wait for the one who doesn't care what you look like, but what's inside counts the most...
...who looks at you with the twinkle in her eyes and kisses you on the cheek instead of the lips...
...who wants to be with you in public...
...who makes you smile just by knowing she loves/likes you back.

Wait for the girl who is a constant reminder of your happiness and joy.

Wait for the girl who you give piggy back rides to in public and she still is in view of her friends, while she gets off and you hear her go: "you're the one for me, for always."

 

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Now how unrealistic is that? well in case u cant tell by this shitty brown color and the overdramatic sarcasm im having a shitty day...mondays always seem to be that way tho.....how was my weekend? awesome, for lack of a better work....no it was MIND BLOWING! it was ridiculously sweet, but nothing lasts forever, but 3 hours was good enuff.... ;-) now dont u wish u knew what i did...only the select few do and if u dunno already then u prolly wont, unless i like u or feel particularly joyful @ the time i decide to tell u which is unlikely considering the mood im in right now.....i have a SHIT load of homwork 2do....its ridiculous, Accelerated World Studies, Spanish, French, Business Law AND Algebra 2...whadda bitch.

well on a happier note i got my belly button pierced this weekend and minus the green puss thats oozing from it at the moment its pretty hott, i kinda liked the needle going thru 2, sorta turned me on that rush of pain ya know??? maybe im just kinky like that....whatver...

I'd say goodbye but thats too final, so so long???  

so feeling in the mood and peotic (among other things) i decided to write sum poetry, altogether last night i wrote 3 poems, only one of which i will share with u now...its about sumone....or ne one, take it how u will...

My Cliche

He's the ace up my sleeve,

My Achilles heel

The double whammy, dead ringer

The icing on my cake

 

 

good/bad/creative? what? be my critic... ;-)

hmmm...so i was thinking, while driving home from school today about how awesome my week has been! ~ Sure i had to spend a boring week in arkansas with my over-religious-republican-grandma-whom-i-bicker-with-24/7 and yea, ive had a fair amount of homework and tests on the WEEK i get back from spring break, and yea i know without a single doubt in my mind that tomorrow i WILL receive a C+ or most likely lower on my math test, which will suck cuz i can feel myself slipping in that class....but overall my week has rocked!

Ive met sum of the coolest people that ive met so far in all my 16 yrs! my step dad is gone to North carolina for a vacation so ive been enjoying a lil bit of freedom not matter how much i sorta miss the Nazi, and i got to spend a night @ jordan creek/@ a movie with my dad! 

I think its been pretty sweet, ya so im happy, this concert i wanted to go to this saturday night got cancelled, so i think ill go to a movie or drive around instead....hmmm, well i think thats about it...later?

xombie          That dude...yea alot of his work/writing was on my previous entry....happy mudillo?