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Elia

@senissane

sh vent, mostly cvtting and scratches I like bruising and js genuinely being harsh to myself dm me anytime
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Introduction about me cause I realized I haven't really did that a while ago lol

I'm reiss lalia, not my real name btw anyways

I like being alone and just in my comfort zone, I rlly don't talk much to anyone even online cause I AM an awkward/boring person and, I lack in communication.

My hobbies are listening to music, sleeping, keeping myself busy cause I feel useless when doing nothing, reading,watching scary stuff online, and seeing other ppl cvt/jk that's about it

You'll probably learn more abt me when we become mutuals and such idk maybe not like that close cause ik ppl will ghost anyway

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so when a girl stalks a guy, that's just her being cute and relatable, but when a guy stalks a girl, suddenly THAT'S predatory???? guys. what are we doing here.

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REBLOG this post and you’ll get a blåhaj in your inbox 🦈🚨

ignore this and and nothing will happen

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I think I'd be a pretty cool horror entity

Like you'll just find me in any corner of the house my back turned and I'm js cvtting my shit out like deadass just cvtting and cvttin then my posture is just bent and dislocated everywhere since that's how I would die in a movie as for the signs I'm there and stuff they'll probably just smell blood in the house, then if they're like provoking me nd stuff I'd just literally cvt them myself js like how I'd cvt my own skin lol

Just a thought since I like horror stuff

#horror#$h harm#suicidism
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“Omg but you’re not sad why do you cvt??”

-likes the pain

-it has become a habit

-out of boredom

-punishment whenever they make a mistake

-reward whenever they do something good

-to remember they’re still human

-likes how it looks

-likes the concern they get when people see the scars

-a way to calm down

-a way to release dopamine

-point the ache elsewhere (example: forgetting abt the headache you have)

-impulsive decision

-for someone else (I do not like this reason don’t cvt yourself bc of this reason specifically)

-concentrate better (I have done this)

-maybe because of hallucinations

-to return back to reality

-to feel euphoric

-to take out their anger

And hundreds of more reasons, small or big. Cutting isn’t something that only happens when someone is sad.

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Vent ig

Ig it still makes me sad how fast I lose people because of me I expected it but it still hurts I still do care for those people who left or ghosted me even though I let them use me and manipulate me into stuff they want cause thats how easy to get I am with people I don't wanna lose I still am a people pleaser which sounds so fucking cringy when I say it I'm just mad at myself for how much I still care how they're doing if they okay or not because they used to see me at some point. I don't get why I still feel that I only want to feel numb and my mind to be quiet maybe self exit is the only way to escape this feeling? Don't feel bad Abt me or anything other people are going thru 10x worse than me and I feel useless when idk how to help ppl

I'm pretty much useless

#vent#$h harm#cvtting is silly
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i trust people on the internet more than my own family bruh