you can't swim in a town this shallow . · . · ☠
you will most assuredly drown tomorrow
Journal created:
on 11 October 2003 (#1382829)
Updated:
on 28 August 2016
Name:
under neon loneliness motorcycle emptiness
hi~ my name is shelly rae, but i have tons of nicknames: shellz, jellybean, jaybee.. just to name a few. i was born january 5th '89 making me 20 years old & a capricorn. i've lived in california my entire life. i currently live in orange county. disneyland is my back yard. it's my dream to live in san francisco. i've been with my boyfriend, jim morris for over three years (october 6th 2006). he treats me like an absolute princess. i will never love anyone as much as i love him. we will be married one day ツ. we have two female roborovski hamsters named nano & micro. they are super spoiled & live in a mansion! i'm what most people consider a hippie. i'm a pot smoking princess. i'm an independent free soul, with a dash of rock & roll, a hint of sugar, & a whole lot of passion. i am a kandy kid who dresses in loads of bright colors, beaded accessories, & 60" phat pants. i have been raving since the summer of 2006 & i will never retire.. even if i take long breaks every now and then! (bring back the hardcore!). i am HTID, hardcore til i die. nothing beats the vibes i feel while getting down to some of my favorite happycore djs. my favorite animals are cephalopods. if they had a longer lifespan, i think they would take over the world. i am the ultimate serial chiller. i don't talk much unless i'm excited or tense. this doesn't mean i'm stuck up. i'm introverted. i can read people & sense things very well. i'm ruthless. i'm wild. i'm bold. i'm confident. but most importantly, i'm 100% me! no lies, no bullshit. let me warn you, i've fucked up, fucked people up, even been fucked up. but every hit was worth it because i felt it. because it was real. life is real. && i'm probably living it wrong everyday;; but do i have regrets? never. because at one point;; whatever i did was exactly what i wanted to do or i wouldn't have done it. i got my satisfaction. since 41809 |
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