i know im begining to slack. but really- you haven't missed much. i started work today (COLDSTONE). it was pretty easy and only for like 3ish hours then supposedly we open thursday and then ill have to work 7-10:30. so much for school or ever seeing ryan but w/e ill make it work, i usually do. this is going to be tough though because i have a history or saying im going to do something and giving up 3 weeks into it. but not this time! this time is different because i'm getting paid for it. i just hope i dont keep on getting scheduled for the damn weekends > friday and saturday i have to work 7-11:30 and thats going to suck after a while. oh boy oh boy. but just think, ill have money for once in my life. soo idk what to do know. well other than homework but i dont know if thats gonna happen. this is what happens, i work my butt off at school for like 2 months then i get a pregress report or report card and i see that im doing well so then i figure i dont have to work as hard because i have good grades. then i get lazy and my grades slip and i have to work twice as hard brining them back up. just a word of advice- do your best even when youre at your best.
why cant everyday be just this good? SIKE p.s. monica next time you decide you're gonna go to kenwood since apparently you do twice a month pshh take me with you, i have no winter clothes and its starting to get cold in this tank top :0
Last night i had job training at the levee's cold stone. it really wasn't too bad, all i had to do was say hi to people that came in and make myself some AMAZING ice cream. Afterwards i walked around for a little bit, went in Hollister and Barns and Nobels and stuff- i got this really sweet drawing book and i wanna learn how to do all of the stuff in it!!! then i was sitting on one of those benches looking at the book and ryan poped up behind me and scared the shit outta me haha i thought it was like some rapist. so we saw just like heaven with kaytie and ray then they bought us pizza at deweys :) how sweet. haha then they decided to run through the fountain infront of brios gaywads. it was way too cold for that. so when i got home i went straight to sleep i was SOO tired. soo umm today my grandparents are coming over to eat with us then i'm helping sarah babysit so we can work on our project bc i have SOOO MUCH FRICKEN HOMEWORK! october is already proving to be the most wonderful month EVERRRRR!
p.s. starbucks is open. go there and get a pumpkin muffin. you wont regret it.
what i give to you is just what im going through this is nothing new no no just another phase of finding what i really need is what makes me bleed oh lord shes still too young
just got home. i need to stop this. it was a good night though. went up to ryans and watched the suite life of zach and cody haha the episode with jesse mcartney, you should really consider seeing that one, then we watch hocus pokis (ow however you spell it) GREATEST HALLOWEEN MOVIE EVER!! fun stuff then he walked me home and now im screwed because i didn't do my homework since i slept until 6 today :0 keep me on track please!!!!
NY was absolutly incredable and exactly what i didn't expect. idk i just thought it was going to be really glamorous and fancy and like... idk pretty people everywhere? haha ok that sounds weird but what i mean is there was a lot of physco homeless dirty smelly people. dont get me wrong 5th avenue was really flashy with its LV and gucci and fendi and every designer you could ever imagine. and central park: perfect. we took a carriage ride through it and it was the best autumn scene. the only real bad thing was the weather. it poured the entire time and my stupid umbrella from the stupid drug store got caught in all the stupid wind and kept poping inside out and wacking people in the stupid face!!!! so i gave up and just got wet. alright lots more to say but i still have to do all my hw and unpack and i need sleep desperatly. speaking of if anyone saw tonight's desperate housewives tell me what heppened and who that creepy guy is in the basement of that one house because i wanna prove monica wrong asap. goodnight.
ehh lots of thing to do lately but its all soo worth it!! tons of projects and reading and things for school then yesterday i had to go to the coldstone @ the levee for three unbelievably boring hours of training. basically just a bunch of paperwork and tests and things. tonight i had drivers ed again from 6-845 (weirdest hours). plus my gay art project is not going the way i would have liked. honestly how am i suppose to draw the reflection of a sunset on a lake with canoe ripples?!? beats me... but tomorrow is the bigggg dayyyy. YES I AM LEAVING FOR NEW YORK CITY AFTER SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!! its going to be a glorious three days of city life. lots to do. peace <3
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the unsuspected victim of darkness in the valley we can live like jack and sally if we want where you can always find me and we'll have halloween on christmas and in the night we'll wish this never ends
today went pretty well umm you know went to school, wanted to rip my ears off in latin, came home. then i went shopping today but i didnt get much because I SWEAR GOD DOESN'T WANT ME TO WEAR JEANS!!! its soo frustrating i will never ever find a pair off jeans that fit so i have to stick to my old beat up too big no knees abercrombie ones. now i have to read for world civ and maybe possibly start my art project. love ya.
YESS! you have no idea how much i love October. you may think you like it, but i LOVE it.not cold/not hot/smells good (idk but it does)/halloween/leaves are falling. its just perfect, minus the school part. today started out sooo bad i thought i was going to throw up in first period then i stuck it out for steak hogies at lunch and felt much better :) it always seems to work that way with me. After school i got home a little late but i still got most of my hw finished before dinner (thats a record for me). then drivers ed from 6-9. it was disgustingly boring. now im home and i gotta shower before the REAL oc comes on.
yes i did it. i updated. Not because i wanted to, but because i was forced to. good job kaytie. your hard work and persitant messages paid off. alright lets see what youve missed. well a lot actually but ill just stick to the recent. umm i just got home yesterday from erica's. i stayed with her since sunday because my parents went to vegas and i didn't feel like staying home and getting beat up everyday by andrew. it was fun being a ficke for a few days. what else... oh yeah i finally got my temps THANK GOD!! so lately ive just been doing homework, practicing driving, eating and watching tv -how exciting. i finally applied for a job though and i got an interview on saturday. i cant say where though for the sake of kaytie menne reading this lol. im scared though, all of this responsibilty is hitting me at once. umm tomorrow im going to be free so if anyone has anything good to do lemme know!! saturday im going to my dads for the night though. alright i g2g talk to monica and do my homework. love you allll
you knowww just came home and ate, boy meets world, homework that kinda stuff. went to the tanning bed ;) bc in the words of kaytie we have "tanningbeditis"... and we're poor because of it. but i gotta get something before the dance saturday heh after that im done i swear (dont hold me to that). speaking of if anyone has any cute dresses i could look at let me know because idt my mom is going to let me get a new one. ya so then i came home and ate more and then i got a lovely surprise. i was watching tv and the doorbell rang and i had NO IDEA who it was so andrew opened it and it was my dad =) yay. he didnt stay long he was just dropping something ff for my brother but it was still really nice to see him! so then back to homework ehh! i haven't even started my groups english report and its deffinatly due tomorrow... woops sorry guys i'll get it done dont worry. better get working huh..? laterrr
kaymen you need to show me how to change my lj so it looks neat because ive had the same setup for my whole life
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