Love is not like anything.

So for part fact that some people I know never trasfered over to my new journal and the fact its 2:36 in the morning and i have nothing better to do right now, I'm gonna give a summary for the fuck fact of it...

Or i could be lazy and un"friends only" my other journal but thatd take to much fucking time...

We'll start from the beging or where I left off i suppose..

January will mark living here for 1 year..

Still haven't cut my hair.. which I find funny cause it all started with me not wanting to go back to the mall to get it cut after I broke up with heather..
in fear of julia scalping me..

In which i wouldn't blame her..

In that fact, shit happened.. I made choices.. and really good friend got hurt.. i regret the fact she got hurt.. but there is nothing i can do about it now..
In the end she got someone better for her..
Unfortunatly lost a friendship

I've never asked for forgiveness..
And never expect it...

I'm an asshole

And so is life...

I've been home only twice since i've been here although everyones been here..
Emily came in march, Rick came in May for my Birthday, went home in July, Jordan came in late August, I went back home and flew back with him.. Emily flew back with me..

I have a year left in school at the Art Institute of Atlanta...

Started up a band with a kid from school, his little brother and a kid from work. Did a summer tour in June threw GA and FL along with my cousins band.
Got sponsered by the Georgia division of Hot Topic, which means we promote there shit, we get free shit every month, and they sell our cd in metro atlanta stores, simple as that.
On a 6 months sponsership trial with Jager.
Put out one cd in the summer, and finishing up another.
Won battle of the bands and played in FL with Nonpoint, Staind, Story of the year, Taproot, and My Chemical Romance
Using the money for merch, and extention of the building of a studio in "the basement"
Still work all the fucking time, at ANOTHER pet store.. called Pet Supermarket..
Aunt Reyna moved here, parents moving here early next year, Emily's moving here in June after she graduates.
Still drive the same car... eh... gets me by..
Come back home christmas eve... pretty excited..
People need to look me up, we can party.. no doubt...
Still drink to much....free drinks at shows.. or about three 40's of Budweiser on a uneventful night just chillin here...
started smoking, got over it, kinda doing it again...
But i'll get over it...
I miss home more often then not..
Don't miss the snow much..
Hate traffic here..
5-7 you might as well not fucking leave wherever the fuck your at..
Just finished an acoustic cd

Bought a gangsta grill from Steve's Grills and Jewlery from down in the A..
25 bucks for a snap in "platnium" top grill... it makes me laugh so thats okay..

Shit son, i don't know... thats about it right there...

Wasted an hour doing this shit, and still not that tired, although i better just give in and try..
Gotta wake up and work out in the morn..

So this updates Heather Emmons, and whoever else used to read my shit who didn't have a LJ and can't get to the other one... although not much goes on in that one either..
check out my myspace... its .... alright lol...
http://www.myspace.com/dat_chico_e…

Leave a comment.. if you can't ummm fucking make one so you can I guess...

Anyway..
Everyone have a decent holiday..
And live like with out regret..
You live, you learn, you move on..
You can't stay in the past...
But you can always fall back on tomorrow...

And only a few people will catch that...

Peace

http://www.risingconcepts.com/frap…

go to there and you put in your name and zip code and a little picture if you want it posts a little thing where you are on the map.. ::nods:: for all my friends...

that i don't have haha

You know i'm bored when I'm putting things in this old thing... after just updating my other journal.. and myspace.. and every other fucking thing I can think...

Damn not sleeping...

Homeword bound...

In a few days..

                              

I guess it really isn't an end if theres a part two.. ha.. but this is one done for REAL now..

There are to many things attached to this in a life i'm going to leave behinde..

We all evolve..
We all grow up...
We all find ourselves..
We all find out what makes us tick..
And we all find...
Some reason to move on..


I wish all of you happiness..

I lived my life in this depressed staight of mind for so long its becomes natural for me.
And now its time to break it..

And to be come me...
And not fake this smile on my face..
And not fake the emotions that I express..

So this is end..of this journal.. for good and forever..

And the new beginig is now...
And it rests here...
http://www.livejournal.com/users/v…

This may possibly be the last entry i post in this journal...

I don't have much of a post to post besides that..

So...

As my life evolves... so will I..

not much going on around here...
same old same old..

Randi's ready to pop her baby out at anytime..
She went to the docotor the other day and they said the babys head was down and what not and shes dropped some and theres only 3 weeks left so that ought to be fucking interesting..

I'm sitting here at my aunts store doing nothing.. i came in with lisa so my aunt could sleep in some and what not... i'm hella ass low on gas and no money so this should be fucking interesting also...

i wish i was 21 so i could go out and do shit instead of always having the fear of getting busted for trying to sneak into places..

I dont have much else to talk about...

oh yeah.. by the way...

ITS A GO TONY!!
lol


he'll understand...

So not much went on this week.. school and what not went job hunting filled out a bunch of apps for..

Media Play
Best Buy
Movie Vault
Pet Co.
Old Navy
EB Games

But nothing..

I have a feeling i'm gonna`be stucking working at fucking buck head burrito down the rode..

So on March 19th i'm going ot see Slipknot and Lamb of God.. that ought be an ass kicking experience..
Trying to get my camera to work on here wich it did but now Vegas video is being a dick and won't let me import what I captured I hope I don't have to redo it on vegas I will cry like a lil bitch.. But not really

So fucking last night we had this big ass ice storm so now like half the state is fucking shut down cause everything is a big sheet of fucking ice and no one knows how to drive it in
I went outside to go start my car and slid down the handi cap ramp like skiing...and like my entire fucking car is covered in ice i couldn't even get into it...

So yeah..
We're all here dicking around...

Thats all I got right now...
Peace out bitches..

Oh yeah we got DSL up in this nigga so.. woohoo for that..

Well here it is in the end of week two..

Bordom and lonelynss is starting to set in when no one is around and i'm stuck here at hte house by myself..

Other than that nothing else is really going on..

Umm the baby will be due in the begining of march so it shall make it interesting around here.. .

Lisa is planning my party or thinking of stuff she said "we should just hang flyers" lol

that would be kick ass..

Although since i don't really know anyone probably won't be alot of people..
Rick is supposed to be coming for that also for a week..

So i dropped my one class with the dick head teacher...
So thats cool..
umm we gets DSL here on weds so i hope everything works out for that so i'm not using this fucking dial up no more..

So i don't have much to say...

Im sitting here now watching Halloween ressurection and about to go to sleep in a bit..

so thats it..

peace