Also happy because my life is getting going again, i hate being sick, and all the doctors confusion, and shiteeeee. Im glad to be better, very glad!!!!
so much went wrong, so much went wright if i could have back all the tears i cried, to replenish my dried up eyes, it seems as if my shadow sinks like quicksand at my feet, "same shit, different day" every day for 365 days, but 2006 this will be the year it will all brake, all the stains will be washed away, all the hurt will dissapate, smiles will be familiar again, lives will be whole again, im gonna fix myself, be shiny and brand new, this is the year my friends is the year when ill actually care about what i do. Ill hold to it, i hope ill hold to it, i pray i will, because this life im living doesnt seem to fill me up, im sick of holes, and empty cups, so drink up my friends this year the cup is full!! We all start new, we have new goals, and we'll reach them, yes we will!!!
I love how no one ever calls me anymore, I love how everyone tries "so hard", I love how no one cares, I love the feeling of being forgotten. But most of all i love how no one cares. Hah....
Sunshine on my shoulders makes me happy Sunshine in my eyes can make me cry Sunshine on the water looks so lovely Sunshine almost always makes me high
If I had a day that I could give you I’d give to you a day just like today If I had a song that I could sing for you I’d sing a song to make you feel this way
Sunshine on my shoulders makes me happy Sunshine in my eyes can make me cry Sunshine on the water looks so lovely Sunshine almost always makes me high
If I had a tale that I could tell you I’d tell a tale sure to make you smile If I had a wish that I could wish for you I’d make a wish for sunshine all the while
Sunshine on my shoulders makes me happy Sunshine in my eyes can make me cry Sunshine on the water looks so lovely Sunshine almost always makes me high Sunshine almost all the time makes me high Sunshine almost always....
You scored as Mushrooms. Shrooms! You're still goin for one of the most natural drugs. You'd like to visit a whole other world, and see things you've never seen before. Fucking trippy.
I have been really tired lately but i dont sleep and i have no idea why. Im planning on going to the cumberland fair. I really need some new clothes.And i really miss alot of my friends. I feel like im being emo, so on a positive note, i get to see my baby brother tommorrow night!yay.
I came to terms with myself and realized alot about others. I am new now and today is the start of my newself that im revamping. Im tired of all the feelings that are negative. I havent slept good in three years, ive been sick, i have other problems and people are just adding to much stress to my life. I wish some people would just try and understand me for once, not jump down my throat. Id like to be able to explain myself.And im going to starting today. Im going to be me, be myself and do my thing. And i realised last night if people dont like me for who i am, then thats to bad for them. All my life i cared wayyyy to much. Even about the little things, its time to let go and just be who i am. Its so hard letting go of alot of my child self, and the ways I am. I mean dont get me wrong Im still me, and I still do the things that i do, but from now on im gonna do the things i never did and should have...
I think it just took so long because i was afraid of how things were or would end up, and being the way i was was the only thing i knew. Its hard, yes it is, but i can do it. I think ill be alright.I did alot of things wrong myself, and gave alot of people the wrong idea about things without realizing it, and it sucks and im sorry im just stupid i just didnt see it that way at the time, im very confused and just trying to figure out who i am, i just need my space and time and distance.
I really want the best foreveryone, and last night i realised that i should probably start caring about myself a little, at least for now.
There is a place where the sidewalk ends And before the street begins, And there the grass grows soft and white, And there the sun burns crimson bright, And there the moon-bird rests from his flight To cool in the peppermint wind.
Let us leave this place where the smoke blows black And the dark street winds and bends. Past the pits where the asphalt flowers grow We shall walk with a walk that is measured and slow, And watch where the chalk-white arrows go To the place where the sidewalk ends.
Yes we'll walk with a walk that is measured and slow, And we'll go where the chalk-white arrows go, For the children, they mark, and the children, they know The place where the sidewalk ends.
Shel Silverstein
If you are a dreamer, come in, If you are a dreamer, A wisher, a liar, A hope-er, a pray-er, A magic bean buyer . . .
Come in . . . for where the sidewalk ends, Shel Silverstein's world begins. You'll meet a boy who turns into a TV set, and a girl who eats a whale. The Unicorn and the Bloath live there, and so does Sarah Cynthia Sylvia Stout who will not take the garbage out. It is a place where you wash your shadow and plant diamond gardens, a place where shoes fly, sisters are auctioned off, and crocodiles go to the dentist.
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