::Breakfast at Tiffany's::

 

I wish you could see your face right now,
'Cause you're grinning like a fool.
And we're sitting on your kitchen floor,
On a Tuesday afternoon.
It doesn't matter when we get back,
To doing what we do.
'Cause right now could last forever,
Just as long as I'm with you.

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 Waking up without you 
It doesn't feel right 
To sleep with only memories 
It's harder every night 
Sometimes I think I can feel you breathing on my neck 

Tonight I'm reaching out to the stars 
I think that he owes me a favor 
It doesn't matter where you are 
I'll hold you again 

I wish I could hear your voice 
And don't leave me alone in this bed 
I wish I could touch you once more 
And don't leave me alone in this bed 
Not tonight, not tomorrow

 So its been an eternity since my last entry. 
At this point, i feel i have to do this to keep my sanity.

It could be the insomnia, or simply just the thoughts of you that are keeping me awake.

Where do we go from here? Honestly I dont know how we made it this far.
Something that was once so fulfiling seems so uncertain.
Im in love.
There seems to be no discussion there. Oh yes, its going to hurt- that is clear. 

Im just a wreck. There are so many things Im wanting, No NEEDING from you.
It seems impossible for you to do any of them. 
And now, we are miles apart and going to make it work?
How? 
We couldnt even make it work here.

Theres so many of these nights that I lay awake while youre steady fast dreaming. 
And I think to myself, God if he only knew. 

If you only knew how much you meant to me.  One single person.  

We've had talks, if you want to call them that. You know in the back of your mind how completely head over heels I am.
Yet its all the same. There is no effort from you and there is relentless effort from me. 


We are an explosion waiting to happen. A huge, loud, violent explosion ready to erupt at any given second.

Is my Love healthy? No. No sir, it is not.

But how else do you love without giving everything you've got?

I know no other way. I cannot change my heart- and we all know, the heart wants what the heart wants. 
And you, are what my heart is dying for. 
A thousand miles away and my heart beats faster only at your name. 
Love is sick. 

If only you felt the same, even a mere closeness as to what I feel. Maybe then this whole disaster would end. 

I love and I hurt. and its all the same. I know no other way. 

 
Every day we spend together 
I know you are that One person
I'm meant to spend the rest of my Life with.
I can't tell you in enough words
how you make me feel.
I am so Lucky to have you in my life.
I love you Catlin.

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity


I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Talk to me like you don't know what we ever fought about
Cause I don't remember anymore







Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived.

I give you everything that I am. . .
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me