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Constant Pressure

Why do I feel this constant pressure to rise above my peers? Is it because I know that there is some slight chance of it actually happening? Or is it mere peer pressure...or parental pressure? I have always been taught to be what I want to be. But what if I wanted to grow up to be an STD infected crack whore? I don't, but what if I did? Would it be my decision to make? I think so...considering I have much better judgement than to do a silly thing such as get addicted to drugs.
Be all that you can be they say, well I can't be much with all these constant annoyances. Everyone annoys me, except him, he is my one and only true love and the only man who has kept me out of trouble. He is the only one that I will ever love. He taught me what it is to love...he opened the door.
He loves me with a soul purer than the first born virgin. He loves me more than he could ever love anyone...but wait is it mere lust? No, he loves me. That is why I will never leave him to be ravaged by cruel people such as his mother. Because she is evil.