i am sam

Friends Only bitches

Sooooooo

Things are kind of in limbo right now. Quinn and I have gotton pretty serious pretty fast and that's starting to scare me. Friends are whispering about him wanting to marry. Please, Lord no!

Did you notice? I decided to try typing with capitals and all that stuff. :p

This is a really bad entry I know lol

paul went out of state with a friend and got arrested. i dont know all he did but it was bad appartenly. cant say im sad for him!

things are going good with quinn. he came in the other day during my shift just to give me a rose and a kiss. :)

hmm my journal posts are lacking right now but im really tired from work.

so paul decided to throw a fit and follow us into the resturant yelling and screaming oaths. we ended up being asked to leave. he is such an asshole!! quinn wanted to take me out to celebrate my new job and leave it to paul to ruin yet another night in my life. oh i hate him so much!! i wish i had never dated him. if i didnt have quinn in my life im sure i would go insane.

first i wish i could give marie a hug. shes been feeling really really guilty these past couple of days. everyone makes mistakes in their life so its pointless to beat yourself up over it.

second i would give her a thumbs up sign for doing the very scary act of apologizing in public. thats not an easy thing to do.

finally i got a job at a ice cream place. hey at least i have a job!!

tonight was ok. quinn and me went to some resturant that looked nice but wasnt expensive. not that he would ever let me pay lol. hes a nice guy. it might work out. ~shrugs~

aside from that i didnt do much today besides chores. but im still tired. =( sucks lol.

anna says i should stop taking on ppls pain. i tend to get sad for others and feel bad for them just because. even sadder than they feel sometimes. i just hate seeing friendships crumble. espicelly the ones that have lasted a long time, three years or more. its just sad.

yeah enough of that depressing talk lol. quinn wants to go out AGAIN!!! i think at this point its safe to say were going steady. do ppl still use that term??

i'm not sure which is more silly real life or online. but i guess they're both equal since its real live ppl that make online drama so....dramaish. yah thats a word. theres tension surrounding some of my ol friends and rl ones. and in both cases its simple mizunderstandings. i just wish ppl could get along!!

last night i went on another date with quinn. i dont know if its going to go anywhere tho. i thought i was in love with paul and look how that turned out. not that i think im in love with quinn or anything lol. speaking of paul i saw him when i went to throw out the trash. ~gags~ can you say stalker??

it is i sam. i dont have much to say today just signed up to make laura happy.