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Muốn có ai đó xỉa xói mình
Muốn có ai đó mắng mình ngốc

Muốn có ai đó xoa đầu mình
Muốn có ai đó coi mình là con mèo nhỏ mà thôi


Càng đọc ấm áp văn thì càng thấy chạnh lòng. Người tốt như thế căn bản là không có
Không ai có thể quý trọng người khác đến như thế


Muốn mơ mộng một chút lắm chứ.
Nhưng mà....
Haizzzz
Không có và có thì cũng không đến lượt mình thì mơ để làm gì


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Thấy ấm lòng
Cũng nên mơ mộng một chút đi thôi
Để thấy thế giới này vẫn còn đáng yêu lắm.


Mình là con gái mà.

Thật muốn làm Lâm Viễn quá đi

Title : Bird
Author : sakurared 
Chapter(s) : One-shot/
Genre(s) : Sad
Rating : G
Pairing(s) : Aoi/Uruha
Warnings :  no
Dislaimer: I don't own them, only story belongs to me

 I wish I had wings to fly into the blue clear sky as a bird
I wish I were a wave to travel all vast, huge sea

The last summer wind didn't blow, whenever the cicada’s sound became silent

-  What are you doing

- Ah! I’m drawing the bird outside the window!

- Let me see! This swallow should have migrated with its fellow-creature at this time!

- What wil happen to him?.
- I afraid he can’t deal with the cold winter.

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The sad expression in your face makes my heart painful. I hug your thin shoulders slightly. The antiseptic smell is so strong. I’m anguished when facing the real fact.

To spring, only to spring…


Counting the yellow leaves leaving the branch one by one, I was looking forward to meeting you day by day

Counting the yellow leaves leaving the branch one by one, I was looking forward to the day you visit me

- We will play firework whenever you recover! Going to the festival together, then join my school’s anniversary to see your band’s performance!

You smiled, a holy smile, the most precious smile in my heart. I nodded quietly without a word. You couldn’t

Winter came…

Where is he, little swallow?

Does he alive?

Is he ok?

Your arms were so warm, as if cold had never existed

You held my hand tightly, your tears rolled down. Though you said nothing, I know the time isn’t long, is it?

 

-  Don’t cry!

I wiped your tears away while my tears poured down my own cheeks. We hugged each other, tears wetted our shoulder

Every morning I woke up, you always sat next to my bed. Brushing strand on your face, I watched your face carefully. Do you know how thin you became?

Watching you were sleeping, slid my fingers into your soft hair. You look so pale

 

I greved so much…

How painful i were…

Color of cherry blossom dyed a corner of sky to red

Where is spring? I don’t know

Far away…

The place you are

I wish I just were…

A little bird

A flower

To see you everyday

“My dear blue”

Put up a branch of flower on your shoulder

Be a nestle and return to my side

“My own beautiful bird”

I only love you

Forever…

 

 

I promised to myself that i will ask you
" Did you like me?"
I remember the day i gave chocolate for you in Valentine three years ago



I wonder if i 'll be enough confident to ask you?
I really don't know
This emotion was a thorn in my heart
It's painful
But...
I hid it
Before your eyes, i acted as a good friend
Talk and smile...
Do you know it hurts so much?
Maybe no, nerver
You never mind how sad i am
How foolish i am !


You used to mean everything for me, do you know?
I love your smile, your voice
That you calling my name make me cry
From we broke up, i promised not to call your nickname
Never
It recalls my memories
These memores 're very simple, very childish but they are ver sweet, very precious
I wanna erase all about you as if i haven't met you

If someday you have a new girlfriend, i guest i am gonna be mad
But i don't have any right to say you not to do
I'm just a friend...
Very, very normal friend
Why?
Please tell me you don't know me
Maybe i feel more comfortable
I wish that

I don't wanna like someone anymore
I just wanna love myself
It doesn't get pain and wound, sadness and worry, hope and hopelessness
It's very peaceful

 

Rain...
Only a white color
It's cold!
I have to call what these feelings are
I don't know
I don't know whether it is tormenting me