saint99

apparently I am now the first human to send a message back in time? no?

i guess im nothing
i exist from without

blackout nightmare
a fall from beyond
thank you saviour
you know more then me

praise you
kill you

thank you so much
i will fall
everyone i meet
i will fall

i want a home
to sleep
i want a place
free from fear

its so cold all alone
again the snow rains on me
freezeing

removeing this limb with a bloody pocketknife
slowly cutting through this bone
hacking away the flesh
stinging every second
just to escape the slow death

this souless being
so tired
and eyes dry
blankly disbelieveing

there is nothing
nothing here now

just to damaged to do any good

burning embers touching skin
its happening again
my soul lusts for you
seething writhing twisted paths
passonate soft kisses
deamonic pain

it hurts so sweet your sting
the infection overwhelming

the numbness of it all
and within me dies the dream

our sickness feeds together
its color comialian grey
too bad we died

because i love you

what to say ? women are all insane, thats all there is too it.

life is crazy as usual. Im tired as hell of people who think Ill wait for them. hah, I revolve around no one. Ill live in this darkness forever alone.

I guess I never really did care, I just wanted to.

god i like this girl holy fuck! shes so fucking baddd

im accually ashamed to post something here about what ive done

i think danish girls rock


they are crazy and fun
i ate her out for hours

she wanted to film it


now were going to take some pics so hopefully that works out and i can share her with the world.

so hot so nice so beautiful so kinky

i can still taste her pussy

want to know more?

dark bodies embrace
under cover
clasped in devient passion
inhaleing each other

sweat like blood runs down
dripping like liquid sex
the scent wrapping around us

dyeing in each others arms over and over
black sillohettes
crushing raw fullness

like heroin
flowing through my vains
pulseing and pumping
over and over

soft touches and brutal pain
things so wrong
two people in hell burning
desperately clawing at each other

spreading wings
succubus intentions
the mind will not escape this

want turns to need
and need turns to pain

so i met this girl, i went up to her place, and had some great kinky sex for hours and hours. shes bad ass, insatiable, i thought i was going to die...
the first time i met her and we fucked like crazy, and i dont know what to think.

shes a fucking model, and so damn hot, oh man but shes so bad.

im already jealous, lol, funny how i convinced myself that it would be nothing to me. once you get something that good you just want more, then your afraid of not getting it.

but like a dream it feels good, just fucking and playing untill i was worn out, i think shes too much for just me.

then just makeing out for hours, getting so hard.

its strange hitting this age and haveing girls come after me, i always loved them, but now i think im entering a world where its just fucking. and a false sence of careing, im not sure anymore.

maybe i just have alot of money.
I dont know.

I guess i will just enjoy and have fun and take advantage of whatever fun comes my way.

hopefully a 3 sum with 2 other girls, id like to experiance that.
for real and im not kidding. its being arranged.

oh yeah, and does anyone accutually read this i mean i never expected anyone to i was just wondering

burning passion supressed
lifeless limbs movements
erased

incaseing hollowness always present
insane logic
predicting the future
spirals

existantace continues forever
lives butchered
and liars
this month

mechanical extacy at work
orders tasks
no thinking

a face smiles so much
it believes its happy

bones grow irreguler
they poke through skin
blood pumping out

flowers bloom and whither
so desperate, so fast
like the clouds
confused thoughts

lost dreams
follow me

i die alone