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tears run down my thighs

β˜… summary: jack abbot is sexually repressed, at least that’s what his therapist says anyways. he heeds her advice and decides to walk into a strip club where he meets you.

β˜… pairing: jack abbot x stripper!reader

β˜… warnings: 18+ mdni, smut, sex work, dry humping, oral m receiving, fingering, cum eating, overstimulation, dirty talk, jack abbot has a dirty fucking mouth, praise kink

β˜… word count: 5.9k

β˜… notes: this is heavily inspired by my clark fic… hehehehehehehe

His therapist said it plainly, scribbling it down passively aggressively in her notepad. He was sexually repressed. He was nearly 50 years old and hadn’t had a sex drive in almost a decade. That’s not to say his dick was broken; he was painfully aware that it still worked. He just had no desire to use it over the past few years. He had no time to feel desire. He supposed that’s what working in emergency medicine would do to you. If he wasn’t working well over his scheduled hours, he was in the field under active fire. Constant adrenaline rushes and life-or-death situations left little room to think of anything else. He was worried he’d fried the neurons in his brain responsible for desire.

Lately, however, he’d found himself sitting in the dark of his apartment, noticing the stillness for the first time in years. He was lonely, not that he’d admit it to anyone publicly. Let alone to any of his friends, so instead he confided in his therapist. A nice older lady, with no energy to deal with any of his self-pity. He tried the dating apps, the more than sketchy websites, and he even tried mingling at a bar downtown to no avail. He tried porn, he tried those books he used to tease his late wife about, hell, he even tried buying sex toys online. Nothing worked. Nothing made him feel that want like he used to. When his body was younger, before he lost so much of himself.

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β€”i’m always on my own

fake boyfriend! jack x eldest daughter! reader

β€œKnow I wanna beat it, wanna beat it bad Oh, everyone looks happy in a photograph I've crossed the county line, I cannot go back I'm always on my own.” -All Them Horses, Noah Kahan

summary: your family is in town for the annual β€˜parents berating their kids for their decisions’ get together. jack overhears you talking about how much easier it would be if you had a boyfriend to shove in their face, and offers his services. No strings attached, of course.

wc: 15.7k (steak is too juicy lobster is too buttery)

tags/tropes: jack falls first and harder, reader is an eldest daughter (but not the eldest child) to a large judgmental family who are constantly disappointed in her, jack pretty much uses the fake dating as a chance to show reader what a good boyfriend he COULD be to her if she let herself have nice things, jack 'i'll pay for it' abbot, jack is YEARNING in this one, a teeny bit of mean dom jack as a treat

a/n: how are we all feeling about the latest noah kahan album. Doors is great. i do NOT repeat timestamp 2:14-2:21 of All Them Horses. i’m normal and can be trusted with noah kahan’s discography. this fic was supposed to be crossposted on ao3 at the time of post but ao3 crashed and i lost all of my tagging and uploading process so im saving that. for later. when it is POSTED it will be linked below :)

acknowledgements: thank you @wesandresons for the amazing gif and @saradika-graphics, @chrisssiren, and @uzmacchiato for the dividers! and thank you @leeknowpegger for your work in keeping up morale and being deranged with me