you say more by saying nothing at all

I'm an asshole.

I'm really nervous....

why is Fredonia so awesome?

so, as of now I can't go see Brand New due to Velvet Brown =[ it better be worth it! Today was not so good, offered to play in area, I seriously hate how my nerves always get the best of me. I can play something amazingly in my practice room, put me in a room of 6 people and I'll fuck it up.

go Amanda

Sometimes I just wish no one talked to me at all.

"I lie. I occasionally steal . . . but I have value. In music, a value is the relative duration of a musical note. Did you hear that? A relative duration of a musical note. I don't know what note I am. But I can see it's vibrations all around me. Every note that's being processed has the ability to touch, tear, hold, and reverberate through someone's heart and mind. It's the chance to twist that knob - change your pitch and envelope . . . change your shape."

I'm swamped in work this week....

this new everyday habit I've got going on is wonderful. I like days being a blur of good times and not remembering half of them the next day...yeah


oh and I also realized how girls say that all guys are the same because they're really not. I mean a good amount of people are shady assholes but notice I said people. Anyone, it's because they're asking for it. It's the girls who dress up all slutty and go out every night...they're looking for a guy but guys looking at her are thinking one thing because their minds work differently. A guy is much less likely to go up to the girl dressed in only jeans and a hoodie than the one dancing like a slut to some fake song played over and over on the radio....so yeah that's how

and that's the Amanda Rant of the Day.
thank you and goodnight

I'm more nervous than jealous to be completely honest.

I'm inked :p

it's sad that in life you have to go such a long time without seeing a good friend that you don't even recognize them for a second when you do run into them...

I gained the new nickname of peanut butter today, I love little kids. I think I may have a change of heart in what level I'd like to teach.

things change so quickly and no matter how much you attempt to make them the same or to put time on repeat for a while, it won't work...