Memories of Nobody...
Life is just a dream on the way to death...
Journal created:
on 9 April 2007 (#12686771)
Updated:
on 26 July 2017
Name:
Ryokara
All bars by:
medesign
Doctor Who is time traveling love!
by:
schattenmondWell, what is there to say about me:
-I'm 32/female from Fayetteville, TN.
-I have a wonderful son.
-I have the most amazing husband ever! I love you, Vann! <3
-I have been playing/learning the cello since December 2008. (Not too long, so far.) I want to learn how to play extremely well.
-My favorite band is/always will be Apocalyptica. I also love The Rasmus and HIM. They are all amazing beyond any comprehension.
-I'm a huge Doctor Who fan.
-I'm a dominant/procrastinator/nihilist.
-I'm a HUGE Final Fantasy 11 nerd.I have a HUME level 43 DNC, 40 MNK, 42 SAM, 20 NIN, 20 WAR, 11 RDM, 10 BLM, 16 THF, and 17 WHM on the Asura server. (Ryokara) And, MITHRA level 20 MNK, 20 THF. (Lempi) Playing makes me happy. ^_^ But, I don't play anymore due to being too busy.
-I can't drive (due to my visual disability), and that doesn't bother me at all. I pay for people's gas, when I go out somewhere with someone.
-I have become a stronger person over time, and will no longer put up with any drama crap. Keep it away from me. And, if you can't, then you should go elsewhere.
-I speak my mind. And, if you don't like it, then you can piss off. I don't need bullshit.
-I have 6 piercings and 5 tattoos. There might be more.
-I'm 5'0" and people make fun of me for it. But, being short has its advantages, and I feel no need to mention them. LOL.
-I have green eyes and dark blondish brown hair. (I dye my hair too much.)
-I'm a very loyal and loving person. But, if you treat me like shit, then you will get the same in return.
-I love to wear black. It's my favorite color. But, the other colors of the rainbow are nice, too.
-I'm not really a happy person at heart. People are one of the largest disappointments of all time. But, there are those certain few people out there that make everything worth it. You know who you are.
-I've been screwed over more times then most people can handle. I've gotten use to it, since it happens more times then it should.
-I got over the "emo" thing. (For the most part.) But, everyone has their moments. (I am a woman after all. I'm supposed to be emotional.)
-The only type of music I like is rock, unless it's listed specifically. Nothing else will do! I hate country and rap. (Also classical is good. I was a band geek/played the flute, so it comes with the territory. Heh.)
-I can't have anymore children, due to my tubes being cut, and that makes me happy. One is good enough.
-I like to have fun. But, I don't get out much.
-I can be a major bitch, if you piss me off. So, I would suggest that you didn't. And, if you do so, I feel sorry for you. You were warned. Heh.
-I'm afraid to die.
-I like pie. It can be very tasty.
-I don't have many "non-online" friends anymore, and that doesn't bother me. I'm tired of being stabbed in the back by my so called friends.
-Sometimes I just feel like beating the shit out of something, but I never do.
-"I am Jack's wasted life." --- Fight Club is the greatest.
-I really hate people sometimes, because they are so stupid.
Hmmmm... That's all I can think of for now. I'll add more later, if I can think of anything else.
This is a fucking awesome quote that my friend Becky found:
"You're right. I have nightmares about vaginae with teeth about to bite my head off!
And the vaginae talk to each other in QUEEF language!
"fllf-f-f-f. Fllllf-f-f-f-f-f!"
And I run away from the screaming, SHRIEKING vaginae. And they all have different hairdo's like lightning bolts and Hitler mustaches. And they flap their Labia majora to fly. It's more of a glide, really."
***All of the art for my layout was done by Andrew & Claire at everydaycute.com. (Header, background, and FO Banner) Header and FO Banner text was added by me though. I claim NO rights to their work what-so-ever.***
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