then another, then another...I am such a whore, ah well. This new boy, Prince, Jesus, he's perfection in human form - alittle insecure but I like that. He's totally effeminate, totally bisexual (as am I), I totally want him. I like him, he's like a girl with all the right parts...I can't have him i'm too ugly loud quiet young old stupid different masculine feminine FAT
so, to write exactly what i've eaten would, thruthfully, be nothing. I am so proud of my fast! I can deal with the not eating, I don't recognise hunger anymore. The only thing is everyone noticing and I can't blame them with my groaning stomach...ah well.
tomorrow is the 400cal. I don't know how i'm gonna be able to eat that much. If I have to force myself, I will.
It's a good thing I've got my eating in control, EVERYTHING ELSE seems to be conspiring against me...
well, today was the commencing of my new...diet. It started really well then...well, see for yourself...
Morning- 67cal 0.9 g fat * brown bread 20cal 0.01g fat * marmalade 0 cal 0 fat * water
verdict- v.good so far :)
Afternoon- 30cal 0.25g fat * cucumber and red capsicum 50cal 0 fat * energy drink
verdict- v.v.good :D
Evening- ??? chocolate (late christmas gift) ??? omlet ??? fruit juice ??? biscuits ??? grapes
verdict- v.v.v.bad :(
well, on to tomorrow. just because I screwed up on day 1 doesn't mean I'm a failure, just slow off the mark.
actually, I read about this 2468 diet, as in day 1 200cal day 2 fast day 3 400cal day 4 fast day 5 600cal day 6 fast and then cycle (I couldn't consent to 800cals willingly)
accomplished
determined