Captain's Log.

she would kill me to make them us
I would kill you to make us them

I told you I told you so

man...
I update this thing ALL the time.


seriously...
ALL the time.

you did this to me...
and I will never forgive you for it.

I'm starting to think I actually have some people in my life that I can trust.
like actually trust.

like the kind of trust that you say
"please dont tell this to ANYone"
and then know that doesnt mean that they can tell one other person,
as long as they tell that person not to tell anyone...
the kind of trust that no matter what the situation, they WILL tell you the truth.

there are only a few, but I finally think I know who they are.


you may or may not assume that you're one of them.

but thank you.

I need you.

if it's not one thing it's a vampire.

I have no regrets because I learned a lot,
but I want the last 4 years back.

I am so much better off now,
I honestly was only living a small part of my life,
even though I still have all the problems that come along with life,
and plenty of problems I've cause on my own...
I am the happiest I have been in years.

I would NEVER do it again.
not for any reason.


I can finally say THE END.


<3

you know what is AWESOME?

when things are just handed to people that did little to nothing to deserve them.

when just because you know the right people, who are willing to do you favors for lord knows what reasons...
you just get whatever you want handed to you.

it's fair AND it's a good way to learn about life.




I for one would be embarassed to have my only visual "accomplishments" be the same "accomplishments" over and over again.
everyone will catch on how and why those "accomplishments" are being "accomplished"

I for one would worry more about getting a lot more ground covered, instead of being able to show that you're doing the same "great thing" over and over again. in the long run, it will get you no where.

I also like when in the midst of these repetitive "accomplishments,"
people can also take some extra time to prevent other people from ACCOMPLISHING the same things.





I'm being vague because I don't want to directly talk trash...
but the situation is pretty ridiculous.

all the people i've ever met that claim to hate drama, or are drama free or whatever,
are always the most dramatic, drama causing people i've ever met.


and that's funny.

Dear You,


TINT AND FUCKING QUARANTINE!

I'm home.

I don't want to be.

I miss Atlanta.

I miss my friends in Atlanta.




on the plus side, Brent from Mastadon told us (HFC) that we were awesome.




(I did miss my friends and family from home... just not being home)