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oh my god... first off good job steelers and panthers for going on in the play-offs

.... why hasn't everyone changed but me.... the only thing that has changed is what i do lol.... it feels like a dumb kid in a math class getting left behind.... how is that possible... before i was the one that ran things. i was the one everyone talked about whatr i did the night before. or so i think.

its like everyone grew up... well not grew up... but grew out of all the things we used to do... except me... i still listen to the exploited... i still love a good fight. i still love getting drunk and doing other un-nameless thing.

everyone else USED to... but now they started to like rap and started wearing sean john pants. or started hating drugs or the things they did. its like i still want to act like a kid and be stupid and harm my body because i think i'm invincible, but itseatd i know i could have died or went to jail 40 thosand diffrent times... i just happen to do the right thing to get not.

i know ur like damn hes fucked his life up, everytime he posts he's not doing so hot... but i'm still me... i still drive around throwing smoike bombs in smokes car.... I'm still the happy go lucky sam that i know all of u knew... i guess i just wanna post at bad times... i guess cause the only time i pst is when i'm by myself at the house...which is seldom

but there is good news... I'm still really not doing all that bad in school...at all... i mean yes i did just fail part of my math class but thats seriously not all because i'm just a big retard.... bitch ass teacher decided to quit teaching...she would just hand out papers and basically be like teach this shit to urself so i can go send e-mails all period.

i have a gpa of a little over 3..... like a 3.2 i think somehwere around there... and all of u's out there... how many can say that u even have that good of grades... half of u never done coke once in ur life and still can't do that good... so fuck what u heard.... i got more going then the m ost of you... think about that next time you think you are on the right track... i do things that are supposed to ruin you... to have fun and feel diffrent... and still do great in things that society thinks u should do.

bitch so fuck u, fuck me for ever being depressed or feeling like a dicklicker just cause i like expensive mind-altering objects... and fuck everyone (mainly women) that have ever eityher tried to change me... or made me feel dumb cause of it... cause i swear to god... i'll be fine in life

i'll have plenty... and hoepfully never get married...unless i actually find some girl thats not dumb or something or maybe more my style if u want me to say it more politically correct

bitch