...sometimes planes they smash up in the sky

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eAa…

i've lost so many friends and family in the past two years it's insane. and what's more insane is that all of these people that i'm so heartbroken over... i didn't even make huge efforts to spend more time with.

i feel like a horrible person and like i don't have the right to feel so sad over people i so easily drift away from.

well... in other news i've decided to stop holding grudges. and want to be a better person. someone who doesn't talk bad about people... i do it all the time and i envy people who don't feel the need to be like that :( so silly but i find it hard, and want to STOP. and i want to not give people a reason to say anything bad about me! i want to be kind and amazing :(


i ache :(

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shocked
heartbroken
feels like i've just been hit over the head with a hammer.

i love this site polyvore.

these are some of the things i WANT WANT WANT


pomeranian by melissacatherinemoore

merry christmas. it's been a rough winter :(

reminder,

i mostly use my blogspot and not this.

http://melissacatherinemoore.blogs…

i put a lovely christmas playlist up, go check it out if you're feeling festive, or want to get festive, or you know.

tomorrow i'm visiting neil in nyc. i'm really excited. we are gonna go to clubs and eat food and stuff. maybe i'll take some pics. be back sunday!

http://melissacatherinemoore.blogs…

made a blogspot

to my birthday tattoo fund.

hahahaha

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