He Handed Me a Bouquet of Ram Chips....

God I love this man.

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Love the bangs!

We went to Jake's parents house, and his mom used to do hair. So we had her touch mine up, so now it is freakin awesome! I kinda look like the chick from Transporter 3 (minus the freckles) since I have the same color of red hair. Jake also got his hair done, so now he's all sexy too.

Did the bangs myself. And Jake did the back. Its a ittybitty bit uneven, not very noticable. The only problem is my bangs keep wanting to part. I love it though.

Hawaii would have to be it. Brings up memories that make me sad, but it was a good trip. Also Abby was conceived 5 days after we got home, hehe.

I am a tad worried about Jake. He is used to me being there in the morning, and us hanging out at all hours of the night due to insomnia. I will miss him so much. I promised him lots of pictures. I am so excited! Only got like $40 to go up with, but thats good either way. Money is Money. Seattle is one of my favoritest placest on earth. So I am sure to have fun. The bus ride will be loooong though.  

I went to my parents house to get some stuff for my trip. I found my coffin purse and inside that was 3 letters/poems that Trevin wrote me when we hadn't been going out that long. They were riddled with suicidal under tones and should of warned me then of what would come. But I was ignorant and thought it would go away in time.
So I burnt them. Me, Jake, and James went outside and burnt them in my cauldron. I couldn't tear them up, the words would still be printed on the paper and exist, forever reminding me. Burning them sent them to the God and Goddess, and finalized alot of my past pain. I am glad I am where I am, and the person I've become on this journey. And I'm glad I have Jake to help me along the way.

We all went and saw Fast and Furious. It kicked ass! I love Vin Desiel anyway, but the cars made it just that much cooler.

He spends most of his time on the communities, but still it makes me glad he enjoys it.

I feel like I did in highschool. Its been so long since I've actually dressed like myself. I'm decked out in my black corset style tank, short pleather skirt, my new boots, and my chain belt. And today is one of those rainy, overcast days. On days like this I used to got the cemetary and dance in the rain. Sometimes I would sit under a tree and write poetry. I feel 16 again. Its wonderful. I'm so sick of the ordinary. I am a freak, and I revel in it.