I am so unhappy with my relationship right now and I just don't know what to do anymore. 5 more months on the lease too. Just being home makes me more depressed than I've been in years. I'm house sitting for my parents this week and I can't really sleep, there's no window coverings in room I'm staying in. But still sleeping on that hard mattress and tossing and turning to try and ignore the light coming in sounds better than trying to sleep here next to Kelly. And that breaks my heart. I just feel lost right now.