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How can someone who says they love you so much want time away from you? If I mean so much to you then how could you leave me so broken! Am I just your weekend fling, your comfort zone? How long do I wait for you when I know every minute kills me.
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I don't like people being hurt or feelings being hurt.
Or seeing my friends upset.
=/

Okay. That wasn't the purpose of this post because...Well, I just saw some stuff on this community and I thought AHCK. And it made me sad.

But my rant is...

I'm really tired of being used. I'm not sure if I just suggest things in the things I say, but...I'm not a slut. I'm not a whore. I don't like being lied to, that really makes me sad. This week has been so full of fucking lies. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of being used, I'm tired of words being said that don't mean jack shit. I'd prefer to just give up on everything and keep silent for the rest of my life and never lift my fucking eyes off the ground. I'm so naive. -sigh-

When will I ever learn?
I'm tired of this.
I want to disappear for a bit.
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She still hates me.
There isn't a fucking thing
in the entire world I can do
to fucking fix this.
I wish it never would have happened.
Don't get me wrong, I still haven't been proven wrong.

I just hate the fact that she can't forgive me
everyone fucks up
I didn't think it would be a big deal.
There's no way to fix this.

I swear
my wrists would bleed more than your lungs breathe
but I stopped that shit.
You just don't know how tempting it is.
Next week I'm doing a 5 day fast.
No food.
No stopping
NOTHING

I love you guys.
seriously.
<3

--x Andi Sue x