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Allison, Lesbian, Age: 25, She/Her, I post about video games
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It has been hard for me to talk about how what is going on with Israel and Palestine is affecting me personally, but I grew up in Gaza and most of my family still lives there. My father did not survive the bombings last week and I have not been able to contact my younger sister in days. I am try to being understanding that most people do not have personal connections to what is happening and therefore are justifying their silence, but is heartbreaking to see this misinformation being spread. What’s happening there is a genocide, not a war. It is not antisemitic to support Palestine, it’s not even antiemetic to criticise Israel. There is no grey area or neutrality regarding this, and it is so easy to find resources that will educate you on the subject. It is my people and my home being destroyed so I will never be silent about this, but I please urge everyone to get informed and start speaking up and finding ways they can help.

decolonizepalestine has tons of information on Palestine’s history/propaganda that has been spread throughout the years

Jewish Voice for Peace also has many resources for ways for US citizens to get involved, including protests

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Instead of having the synths actually replace people, therefore perpetuating the harmful stereotype of "oppressed people deserving their own oppression," the idea that synths are replacing people is perpetuated *by the institute* as a piece of propaganda. This is to discourage escape attempts from synths within the institute, and to increase the frequency of synths that are found on the surface. Not to mention a scared populace is much easier to control.

Piper is a representation of how paranoia and bigotry can corrupt a person, and her arc would be about leaving the Diamond City echo chamber, meeting and talking with a variety of people, reconnecting with why she wanted to do journalism in the first place, and getting a healthy ass chewing from the nearest Railroad Representative. In this essay I will --

@thebexvalentine Sorry, essay ahead, but I'm so happy that you brought this up. I think about this dichotomy CONSTANTLY. I have a conspiracy theory that there was a companion writer and a story writer who each had a hand in writing Piper, and who each created her to serve a different purpose.

The story Piper, who you meet to get you into Diamond City, is more world building than character. She's there to give you information about the institute, to set up the conflict between synths, humans, and the institute, and to give you an understanding of how the general public views synths. Because of this, as well as an added bonus of setting the tone and feel of the game/new location, she's allowed to be a little scummy and manipulative (as a treat).

I do feel like people exaggerate what was actually in the paper, but she does make an intentional comparison between a damaged synth and McDonough, intended to insinuate that McDonough is a hidden danger. It kind of weaponizes the assumed presumptions about Synths against an opponent that she disagrees with, as opposed to being a factual, honest look into the idea of McDonough being an infiltrator.

Beyond that, people bring up tricking the guard, but a really telling piece of characterization that I think is ignored is the interview. In it, after she clocks you as a vault dweller (and even if you tell her that you're 200 years old and Don't Know What The Hell Is HappeningTM), she leads you on to say that Shaun was kidnapped by the institute. That read as really scummy to me when I replayed the game -- to try and get a grieving mom to play into her agenda against the institute.

Now, I like all of this!! I'm not a nun, I'm not going to complain about a woman lying to a cop or whatever. I think you could even play on this further. Piper has a little sister to take care of as well, and they need to eat. There's definitely a want to create headlines that sell -- maybe Piper could be a little self aware about the fact that hateful rhetoric about Synths is a hot seller. She could justify it by saying, "Well, I don't think that EVERY synth is replacing people, just some!! I'm just Asking Questions!!" A character who is trying to do the right thing, but is constantly pushed around by other factors (money, society) plays very well into both the setting and themes about fallibility within Fallout 4.

I personally really love this version of Piper. Such a flawed, self - aware, scheming personality is a character archetype that's very rarely given to women in the media, and it makes sense to me that someone who has grown up in the society of Fallout would write/behave like this.

The ISSUE is that I think the companion writer took a look at the basic notes of her character and then created a very different arc. Piper the companion is supposed to be sympathetic -- so they sanded off all of the rougher edges mentioned above and made her arc into a very safe, "I'm lonely and nobody likes me because I do the right thing :(( thank you for saving me and being my friend :))" even though that is LITERALLY the opposite of the character seen above. I'm not saying she would need a full redemption arc or to *pay for her crimes*, but you should be able to pick a characters brain and ask them to consider why they do the things they do, even if it doesn't lead to a changed perspective. You can't do that if the writer won't acknowledge the character that they're writing -- and, in this case, the story won't acknowledge that she done fucked up.

(To be frank, I think they also knew that most of the people playing Fallout 4 would be Gamer Men who wanted a hot, uncomplicated woman to follow them around, and needed to make her a little more appealing/not *too* obnoxious and flawed. Better make her adorkable and have a thing about being a caretaker to Nat as well!! This is an admittedly uncharitable take).

Regardless, I don't think either character is *bad* per se, but they're not congruent and it leads to an unsatisfying narrative. The story set up a conflict about a character creating an ultimately harmful paper, and then tries to gaslight you into thinking that, actually, no, Piper is the Goodest Girl and it's just those mean citizens who are complaining about her because they don't understand her :(((

A hypothetical good version of Piper Wright would be (at least in my opinion) a character who tries to do the right thing, but is still a girl who grew up in bumfuck nowhere and is now in one of the most insulated areas of the Commonwealth, and ultimately has a little sister that she needs to feed. She is very much a product of her society and is prone to propaganda about Synths, and, wanting to protect her community, writes misinformed stories about how they're replacing people. She even utilizes them to push her own agenda and sell papers, justifying it as "Well, these synths are bad anyways, so what's the harm?" One of the things I regret about my original post was my wording about bigotry and paranoia -- I don't think Piper is, like, a conspiracy nut or intentionally bigoted/malicious, but, as mentioned above, she is a product of her society.

Her arc would be about becoming involved with actual Gen 3 Synths, and seeing how they operate. I'm envisioning a quest where you would help her write a comprehensive article about Synths, and you would have conversations railroad members, who note how they're treated worse because of her paper. You could find information from a courser or whatever about how the institute is spreading propaganda about replacement Synths to prevent their escape. As she goes back to write her paper, you see a scene where Nat gangs up on one of the other kids in Diamond City, and accuses him of being a synth, causing her to do a lot of self reflection on how her paper, and by extension her attitude towards Synths, is negatively impacting her community and a group of people that is being hurt by the institute, same as any other person.

You could either convince her to write a fully researched, sympathetic view of Synths where she disputes the idea that they're evil, or you could encourage her to be even more exclusionary. If you go down the "evil" route she becomes more self - serving. I could even imagine her liking the brotherhood, because "they're willing to do what needs to be done." I'm thinking J Jonah Jameson, but girl. Absolute menace of a woman who will do anything for a good story.

Anyways sorry this was so long but I have a lot of ThoughtsTM on Piper.

I am normal person who is normal about video games. I swear. Its just Piper. No other writing makes me this belligerent. She has the potential to be so fucking interest, to carry such a rich and thoughtful narrative on the duties of journalism and the fallacies we fall into when we think of ourselves as immune to propaganda, but no. Piper is worried about Nat. That's her story. She's never wrong. She never sees a better way. You can never tell her that truth is a neutral concept. You can never challenge her on her beliefs.

It is infuriating.

I can't find my old Piper Rant so here's an update.

From the "I went to journalism school/have worked in trad media/can speak to this" perspective, Piper is written as though there isn't any school or major publication on the east coast of the United States known for journalism that Bethesda could have called to get an idea of what a journalist is. There's.. y'know, there's several of both, Todd!

Piper, for me, comes across as someone's idea of a journalist, which fits my assumption that what she lacks is research about what a journalist is. It's someone who likes to write, right? No, actually:

Journalism is news and holding those in power accountable on behalf of the public. Journalists are trained how to interpret daily events so that the public can understand what is going on, in an accessible fashion; they are also trained in choosing what is ethical to write about - what is newsworthy, what is not, and what is ethically irresponsible to disseminate to the public vs what the public needs to know.

Journalism is not cultural criticism and it is not writing a Medium blog about opinions on current events. It is not tabloid gossip. We do not write essay, we do not write arguments/support them with points like in school. Journalism is not activism (although telling the truth for the public to read can be activism, depending on political context, we'll get to that).

Most journalists working at normal-ass papers get the embellishing/adding their opinions trained out of them in school, and any half-decent editor is going to reign in a junior writer from doing that in a news beat unless they specifically have an opinion column, which you don't stumble into without paying your dues.

Journalism suffers from a public misunderstanding of the purpose of the job, and, in my books? Piper is that misunderstanding in a character. What does Piper's writing look like, then, to someone with my background? Well.. she definitely commits some of the above sins. That said: I'm not quite done, it gets worse!

She is meant to work a research-heavy job with a lot of danger attached to it: being a journalist in what should be an Orwellian world. We know from real-world history (see: any dictatorship/fascist state of the past 100+ years) and 1984 that one of the first freedoms we lose under a strict, controlling government is freedom of the press/ability to dissent. Piper is written with none of the secrecy or seriousness needed for the world she lives in, and her character dilutes the tone the world should have as a result.

If there is bird surveillance, people being kidnapped and fear surrounding synths, plus she is a working journalist, the "better, more realistic" approach for her character in my humble opinion is her affect should have reflected how dangerous things were. She should have been working under a pseudonym and in secret. Instead, she is uncomfortably visible. Consider how the Railroad has to work in F4, then consider what happened to groups like the White Rose in WW2, consider what happened to any underground resistance and the consequences they had and consider Piper should probably not have a publicly accessible newsstand with a civic address. In the real world she would be endangering her sister and the people she is attempting to help. Fallout 4 taken seriously would mean she would be persona non grata to more than just McDonough: she'd be killed and she'd be an example of how not to share news in her world.

tl;dr the problem is bethesda didn't research and as someone who's worked the profession it's disappointing. There's a better piper and I am writing her in my fic LMAO :D

EXACTLY EXACTLY EXACTLY!!!!

And holy shit, you just made me realize something about the railroad, bringing up their level of secrecy under Institute surveillance.

One of the escaped synths has to know that McDonough is a synth, right? There hasn't been anyone like "hey, by the way, Diamond City was infiltrated by the Institute and the fake Mayor is handing people over"? Assuming this happens, the Railroad then has a choice about McDonough; deal or leave it. They'd likely leave it, as its too high profile and loud a job. It would be high risk, low reward. The Institute would be onto them, the DC guards would be on to them, and DC residents would go crazy.

Then they have to make a choice about Piper.

What do you, as the Railroad, when there is a woman throwing paper all over, screaming about this sensitive information? Do you kidnap her? Tell her to shut the hell up? How is Piper not considered Public Enemy #2 of the Railroad? Todd, You're telling me I can bring the only reporter in the Commonwealth into RR HQ, and she doesn't get shot immediately?

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