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Obama's speech
"If there is anyone out there who still doubts that America is a place where all things are possible, who still wonders if the dream of our founders is alive in our time, who still questions the power of our democracy, tonight is your answer....
It's the answer spoken by young and old, rich and poor, Democrat and Republican, black, white, Hispanic, Asian, Native American, gay, straight, disabled and not disabled. Americans who sent a message to the world that we have never been just a collection of individuals or a collection of red states and blue states.
We are, and always will be, the United States of America" -Barack Obama
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Love,
Jess
p.s. I <3 B.H.O.
A new chapter
I'm not sure what else to write about so ask me questions. What do YOU want to know about in MY life?
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The back story: My mother died October 10, 2007 of ovarian cancer. By November, I realized that I couldn't grieve her death and work at my high stress job so I quit with the thinking that it would be easy to get a job in my field with my Bachelor's of Social Work. I was wrong. By December, I found myself unemployed, without health insurance, and broke. Since December, I've been looking for a job and time has healed me. I no longer have daily crying spells and my depression has lifted.
The current story: the job came through! I start on Monday at the job. For privacy reasons, I'll say that the place is called SKO's. Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooottttt. I know that I already described the job but here it is again: I'll be working with the boys 13-17 in a residential setting. This means that I'll be working with older youth in a college dorm-like setting helping them cope with life and loss and anger and teaching them independent living skills like cooking and cleaning. All of the clients are learning how to live on their own or how to live with roommates. All of them are victims of the foster care system, group homes and/or psychiatric units in hospital settings.
The job at SKO's is full time with good pay that will get us out of debt and carries health insurance that starts March 1st! I'm soo so so so so so so so so so so so so so so excited. The health insurance alone is worth doing back flips over.
God really came through for me on this and I feel very blessed to have this opportunity. I felt ready to move on to a real job like this one at SKO's the other day but I wondered if God agreed with me or not and now I feel that God does agree that I am ready to move on. The time between quitting my good job in December and now has been very healing. I don't cry every day over my mom dying When I was working at the daycare, I felt very depressed at the low pay, long hours, unpaid trainings, non-supportive staff, out of control kids and extra costs of pre-employment. I was really despondent while working in childcare and i was thinking about harming myself bc i was so angry at my situation (quitting my previous good job, my mom being gone and all) and then the very next day, God took all that angst away from me in the form of a call with this job offer. I think that God never gives you more than you can handle and He saw me at my breaking point and took it all away from me and gave me good stuff. Our God is an intuitive God and it is that intuitiveness that I am grateful for.
On the vegan front, I'm trying but failing miserably. After we get some money coming in and I can afford the grocery bills of a chef, I'll be back to cooking and eating right. I want to get my morals right on the food and animal rights front but veganism is an expensive diet if you plan on ever feeling full. Soy based products like soy milk are expensive and its hardish to avoid in food and eating out is difficult. However, I feel that veganism and the animals are worth it so I look forward to the vegan stuff. Also, I still easily maintain the regular vegetarian thing which is better than nothing.
On the Amy front; she is fabulous and the best wife ever. Still working in childcare and hating it but with my new job I will be able to take her on interviews for other jobs and that is good.









