rachydoll

hi. oddunno what it is but everone around me and me are anxious and deppessed. could it be the weather? too damn tired and frustuated to write

dear journal

hi. i have vocation now from college. i thought id be so happy. but im not. i dont know why. but i want to be in college! actually i just want the degree. so i can be free. free to make money. free to go out in life where i want to. im so caged now. i thought college would uncage me. but it didnt. its just hard work and a waste of time. I want to be free. would money set me free? now im becoming obsessed with the fact that i dont have money. i think its my way out of freedom. good bye.

oh nuts. cant write. hands hurt. just finished psych final. 3 more to go. bye

hello. hello. hello. do you know that the best things in the world to talk to are magnets? they kinda listen toyou or dont listen to you. try playing with a magnet set youll probably find yourself talking to the magnets. hey, considering I love talking to myself.AND i dont really consider myself crazy. I love RL Stine books which is funny cuz im so girly girly. and and and blah blah blah .whatever. this is not my computer so my time is kinda limited. i love this. and im so slow at typing. computers is the only subject i failed in high school but i know how to get on the internet and how to watch a movie , so i figure im fine. good bye for now. ill see you next on the library computer.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!