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Precious.sykes

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Eventually you hit that point where you’re no longer interested in convincing people that how you feel and who you are is valid and decide that as long as you know your truth and what works for you, that’s what matters.

The year is 2018. Your bills are on autopay. You just got paid and you still have $1200 from the last check. When you want something, you buy it without moving money around. Your credit cards are paid off. You and your friends have 2 international trips planned and paid for this year. Your parents are in great health and you’re able to help if they need anything. You love your job. Your desired creative career is falling into place and you get to take your little cousins to Six Flags and Universal Studios over the Summer. Your relationships are healthy and supportive. All of the toxic energy from the past 6 years is gone. You going to concerts, eating good across the states and your crib has art and warmth throughout. 2018 is going to be so good to you.

reblogging this for that 2018 good luck

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I am very cruel to myself. I demand perfection, but I am very lazy. I want to become great, but I fear the result of becoming misunderstood. I desire to be loved, but I panic at the thought of becoming rejected. I yearn to heal, but I long for the things that destroy me in the end.
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The topic of Gothic Tobio came up with some friends and one thing lead to another….

I think the thing that hurts about a almost lover is that, that almost part breaks your heart the minute it’s not a guarantee. With a ex you are able to get over because you shared the good times and the bad, you lived that choice out till it was no longer what you wanted. You’ll forever have the memories of you two sneaking out to see other because you couldn’t get enough of one another. The memories of him and you fighting and you crying in his arms after he apologized for screaming will stay with you also. But with a almost lover it never happened, they will forever be the almost that never happened in the end. People will say “ I thought you guys were gonna make something” or the “at least they didn’t break your heart.” You will hear them out and nod while laughing it off gently giving off the impression that you’re over it. Truth is you’re not because deep down you agree with their comments, you had thought the same thing for you two. Then you’re reminded of that they will forever be the almost that never happened but still broke your heart.

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Because you made me feel like an avalanche refusing to land, and I’m not sure if I’m gonna love or hate you for that.

ma.c.a // Do I still have the right to get mad? (via vomitingwords)

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To my body, I am deeply sorry for all the things I have said to you every time I look into the mirror. Seeing only your flaws and imperfections. How my body is not as pretty and well-shaped like others. How my scars are so visible like the pain that I have inside. How I always loathe myself because all I can notice is the ugliness that I have but fail to see the radiance of beauty when I smile, when I laugh.. or even when I cry.. You deserve to be appreciated. Thank you for being my home. For 19 years, you became my cocoon. You became my shelter. You love me so much because you never failed to heal me when I have wounds. Physically or mentally… I’m so sorry for everything.. you make me wonderful. Even the crooked teeth that I have. You still make me look amazing. I will take care of you, as long as I live.
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frauleinpflaume-deactivated2020

For artists who have problems with perspective (furniture etc.) in indoor scenes like me - there’s an online programm called roomsketcher where you can design a house/roon and snap pictures of it using different perspectives.

It’s got an almost endless range of furniture, doors, windows, stairs etc and is easy to use. In addition to that, you don’t have to install anything and if you create an account (which is free) you can save and return to your houses.

Examples (all done by me):

Here’s an example for how you can use it

just because you don’t look like somebody who you think is attractive doesn’t mean you aren’t attractive. flowers are pretty but so are christmas lights and they look nothing alike

I don’t think anyone could’ve said it in a better way

I reblog these things in the hope that someday I will grow to believe them.