I told you hundreds of times, you're the love of my life Inside a world of lies, you are the only person that believes in me Sometimes because of you, I can't breathe Even though I'm smiling today, I secretly lose myself I know very well that I'm selfish, but you are first, still I don't regret anything I know I'm crazy in love Don't be afraid of what I do My heart shouts, even when the words aren't enough.
NRGyzed (12:00:09 PM): *nods* Ah, so, um, it has been a long time and we didn't talk, ne... BloomySakito (12:00:32 PM): yeah.. NRGyzed (12:00:58 PM): I hope you know I don't hate you or anything, and I'm not mad or anything. BloomySakito (12:01:22 PM): I don't hate you nor am I mad at you either NRGyzed (12:01:44 PM): Hitsugi is really worried, but I told him that I didn't have a problem.. BloomySakito (12:02:36 PM): Worried, and annoyed *laugh* ( NRGyzed (12:03:38 PM): Yeah. ^^* I think he feels like you and I are enemies, and its uncomfortable for him to be in the middle.Collapse )
There was supposed to be a hangover here, somewhere. I actually slept well, woke up late, and nothing ached like it did last night. Then there ( was Shakespeare:Collapse )
I didn't think this kinda thing took clarification, but silly me.
I don't trust people right off the bat. Some relationships don't escalate to the point of requiring trust - your casual drinking buddy, someone you've said hello to once or twice, that kinda thing. If we're at that kinda place together, then you're free to lie all you like. In fact, deep down I might even admire you for showing your true colors.
But if I grow to trust you, or we consensually take a friendship to the point of trust, and you violate that trust, then we got problems. I consider myself a pretty reasonable guy, so I don't quite see the reason why a good friend wouldn't just come to me with the truth.
Here's one to take home with you, folks: If you got a good friend, then telling the truth even when it hurts won't end the friendship. It might lead to a fight. It might lead to a bout of not talking to one another. In the end, things will mend, so it just isn't worth the lie. See, you can get past the painful truth because, hey, at least it was the truth. You don't go through the relationship wondering. Lying, on the other hand, weighs too heavily on the friendship and can become too much of a burden. Things fall through.
Because some people suck and really don't deserve me. Add the journal to your flist and chances are, you'll be added back. :D ...unless you suck, of course.
irritated
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