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✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* 　HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!　 *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

posting in my lj for posterity. so that if i wanted to look back on this point of my life, i can just go 'wtf was i going on about' lol

but anyway, life as of late

• my baby boy turned one year old!!! truly how time flies. he is as active as can be and often you will find him walking/running around and then i am about a meter behind him, chasing after him. i guess this is my life now.


• i started watching jdramas again!

story time: during my pregnancy and maternity leave, i would find the time to squeeze in a drama or two while the baby is asleep. or when i'm up in the middle of the night pumping breastmilk. but after i returned to work, i guess the workload got to me and i couldn't even watch anything. not that anything was of major interest to me that time either. but now i'm more well-adjusted to my new life and new roles, and i can watch jdramas again!!

• on a whim, i watched kieta hatsukoi on netflix. i remember glossing over it because it was one of the first jdramas added to netflix but it didn't pique my interest enough at the time so i let it go. but i just finished watching the 5th remake of kindaichi with michieda shunsuke so i wanted to give this one a chance too.

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P.S. i need new snow man friends
P.P.S. are friending memes no longer a thing
P.P.P.S. are intro posts a millenial thing now??? does no one read them anymore???

i saw avengers: infinity war last night. and and and the movie just gave me a lot of feelings so i will edit this post as i unload everything. it will be all over the place as the movie left me an emotional wreck i do not know how to cope.

obvs spoilers, which i will put under a cut. so don't click if you don't want to be spoiled.

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i cannot even find the words to express my grief and sadness. i will probably edit this if i remember more things that made me feel extreme emotions.

hello lj

i've been sick since last saturday, which makes today the third day i am battling coughs, colds and a raging headache. it's been such a long time since i got sick i almost forgot how terrible it was to be stuck in bed, to feel blazing hot, how all my attempts to sleep will last me about 3-4 hours and how hard it is to get up to do anything. but no matter. i shall not dwell on the negatives. i have made it a point to balance any negative thoughts with a positive one. so for today:

(-) i am so fricking tired of coughing i am just ??? tired when will this end
(+) my hair looks super nice today
(-) although nobody is actually here to see it but
(+) i caught up with all my ongoing dramas! (99.9 season 2 and todome no kiss)

so....... pretty productive day i guess. yay for me.

PS thank you lord for allowing arata mackenyu to exist

it seems whenever i get reeeeaaaallllyyyy nostalgic, i run to lj. last night i was searching lj for akame fics because i was rewatching gokusen 2. so here i am.

✨ called in sick to work because dysmennorrhea was kicking my butt pretty bad this last weekend

✨ pretty excited for arashi’s new album mainly because of the sakumoto song ❤️💜

✨ lurking the internet for any sign of bob’s burgers season 8 premiere

✨missing jin pretty bad

that is all. if anyone is reading this/active here. hello o/