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Ooh! ADD THIS. :) NOWWWW

Perhaps I shall get another journal. This one makes me cry because its so lame.

yeh yeh

:)

I haven't updated in awhile. I moved to Orange County two weeks ago after 5 years living in Sierra vista. I love it here its so awesome man. And im closer to Megan which is even more awesome. i guess. I dont know, im having some problems with her. she says she loves me, we've been together since we were like 14. We lost our virginity to each other and everything else. she says she wants to be with Me for the rest of her life and i'm the only one she could ever love. But now she's going around telling me how she fucks all these random guys on her campus, theres no remorse or anything on her part. I know shes not like that. i know who she Truly is. She tells me these things like its some kind of game. And she wants to have fucking contests with me to see if she can get laid more than me. its so fucked up, we're still going out. she still says i'm her boyfriend. i can't trust her anymore it' so HORRIBLE. I havent slept with anyone since she left. And she fucking does guys behind my back, then shoves it all in my face. I love Megan. So much. but I really dont know what to say to her. I dont always want to constantly worry about what shes doing or who.. fuckin A! she's not a slut. not really. heh.......

today was so funny my friend stephie fell on the ground. well it wasnt funny but still hah ha. lmao

okay i'm being a dumbass.

so whats new.

can anyone tell me if theres anything new happening with gc or slayer

thanx

-Pvrana

Well I just got off work. After work I went to chik-fil-a for a bite to eat. today has been boring because there's nothing to do here i wish i lived somewhere else. i am about to leave home shortly and then i'll start out new.

I just asked to join some communities that I think are very awesome. I should get some friend so i can talk to them here.

Okay I just got this livejournal. It sounds like fun lol. Now Im going 2 go see what else and who is on here.

-pvrana