hmm i see i'm the only one updating on project_mac....oh well guess that means no one else will read it? ;) hehe
well i've had a good TWO WEEKS *gasp*....the weekend was tougher but i'm doin good. i cant really explain it, i dont understand how i can be so happy when theres all this heartbreaking stuff going on and nothing exciting happenning:s
think God might have something to do with it;)
so since i just dont really have much to say......i'll say it next time!:) heh
ok so i'm in a giggly online mood.....not actually giggly in person but......you get it??? anyways
i had a good week....cept for a few stupid dreams and stupid moments and crying again a couple times and a bad test mark:( but iz all good:D i'm tryin to be happy and for some reason since this afternoon i've been happy! :p maybe cuz i actually got in some alone time today, hehe. plus i got to spend time with my school friends AND sara......AND see a great movie and have a couple good dreams!:p hehe it was good........*sigh*
oh well..........'sall good. i'm just hoping i'll have an AWESOME week this next week. going to wpg tomorrow for night, and takin pix monday instead of from expensive jostens in school:S.........it'll be fun:D
get my first paycheck this week! YAYA, its gonna be gone right aways (payin off stuff) but YAYA anyways!:p
i'm missing project macedonia people.....:( I LUV YOU GUYS!!!!!! (or girls,w/e you prefer):p
...miss belize too:( LUV YOU BELIZE, FOREVER AND EVER...
hum hum dee dum......another day gone by. it was a great day actually, considering, hehe
work went well, and i had a good talk with a friend. and i got to spend some much-needed time with my friends, so that really cheered up my week
i'm still confused as ever about john...if i could just have a black or white, yes or no answer!!!! well i guess i just gotta keep prayin and waitin...
can hardly wait till christmas........i'm always waitin for some season or other:p....man i gotta stop livin in the past or future!! just NOW
"yesterdays a wrinkle on your forehead...today is all you'll ever have"
of course theres more to the song, but i really gotta start remembering that
good gravy......i luv that sara! and i almost must say i was offended by your "bad taste in friends" *sniff sniff*. and if you were invisible, how would we be your friends???? get the fact straight, miss!!!!:p
well i've already written an email about how crappy my week and weekend has been...........so i'll say something good in this one :p
i got TWO "job offers" today at church...working at awana as a listener (said no cuz i couldnt promise wednesdays) and then to work with the plum coulee youth!!!! :o i said i'd pray and think about it and talk to sara the one who they want me to work together with....so we'll see what God has in store for us!!!!!
well, the last week has been better. school finally started and though it took about 3 or 4 tries, i finally got the schedule perfect! i was going to take 6 classes, 3 each semester but since TWO of them arent offered anymore (GRR) i was going to take 4 in one semester. well, that didnt work either because exams get in the way of my trip to belize in january, so now i'm taking 2 classes in the afternoons each semester so i'm gonna apply for a housekeeping job for mornings! by the way, i finally got that job i've been waiting for, except its bakery/deli instead of cashier....but iz all good!
saw john for the first time in 3 weeks...it was weird! especially since he and his friends also saw ME. but i had a great weekend anyways, me and sara helped each other in our missions reports in church (sang a creole song together) and hung out all day...thanks sara for a great time! *hugs*
i'm starting to get more excited about the future again. during just this school year alone i'm planning to go to ontario, mexico and belize! crazy eh? but i'm excited and hopefully soon with 2 jobs i'll be able to pay for it all :p
thanks to those who pray for me, i appreciate it...
hey everyone, I have a mighty heart-wrenching prayer request. I was chatting with Walter today, and he told me that Mary Penner (sister to Susie Penner, of the Penner's the girls stayed with in Shipyard),has been missing since Friday. She and her husband live in Blue Creek. When he came home for lunch on Friday, she wasn't there, but he didn't tell anyone til Saturday. As of yet, they have no idea where she is and no clues. I believe she was pregnant as well. Please pray for her safety during this and for the Penner family as they struggle through this.
Let's see, what's going on in my life? I'm still working at Tim-br-mart, I'm planning on taking some evening classes this fall and maybe some university ones in January, and I'm hoping to go to University next fall to study interior design. Actually, what I'd really like is to learn everything I can about architecture and engineering and some time in the future use that to help people in developing countries build better homes. Especially in places where earthquakes or hurricanes are problems. Well, that's what I'm thinking at this point.
Also, I'm finally going to be sharing about my trip in church. We're having an evening of sharing for camp workers and short term missionaries next Sunday. I'm not sure anymore what to say. Right when I got back, I was full of all kinds of things I thought my church needed to hear, but it's been over a month and it's starting to fade. So, if anyone wants to come give me moral support, feel free to do that:) Or wait, maybe some of you would like to sing a creole song with me!:P
Anyway, life is good. I turned 21 on Friday! I feel old, lol. Anyway, I'll see most of you on the 14! Take care.
currently listening to a song called 24, by switchfoot......totally fits my mood
had a few rough days, dunno if i'm happy or grumpy or what, but its weird...i've lost weight the last week (which never happens, its ALWAYS the same) and i could sleep sooo much more, i'm tired by 7 in the evening and i could sleep till noon every day. i'm motivationless. am i depressed??? i dunno, everything is so weird these days, i can hardly wait till school starts so things can be "normal" again...cept i dont even know what "normal" is anymore!!!
i miss my friends like crazy, and i especially miss the project mac people:( and i miss belize tons too
so i had another bad night. well, good sleep but cried myself to sleep again. had another bad dream.
when will this stop??? i thot all the stupid dreams were over, i thought everything was better. guess its never over
mom doesnt know how to say things as they are, doesnt know how to communicate, so we yelled at each other again last night:(
wow, i felt so alone last night. i dont really have a best friend, or a really close friend i can talk to or just hang out with, everyone else already has all their priorities. i even felt deserted by God, the 2nd time since i came home!!
i felt better in the morning, had a decent amount of sleep, but theres this one friend who is just not helping at all!!!
like i've said before, straight from the heart: GRRRRRARRRGGGRRRRRRRRRRR lol
hopefully this works, hehe...i posted the first comment out in the open i think cuz i was so lost, lol. this time it should be on the promac community..that is IF i can figure it out after writing this, hehe....if not i'll be embarrassed, oops
well, my first posting was about how i felt like the two weeks had felt like amonth already, and that i was having a hard time making decisions...but i've made the decision, carried it through and i am healing:) thanks for prayers, i appreciate it and i miss you guys!!!!
pissed off
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