Im home alone at the moment and Im bored, well not totaly alone I have lennox and Tyson (my two dogs) but they dont hold very good conversations!
But on a good note I just gor some money thru the post from my uncle, it's my birthady on Friday so I had a card from him with £10 in it!! Which is always good when your as poor as me!
I still havent sorted out the whole uni thing yet, although I have got a ucas form now! :P
Im bored but I have sooo much to do....it's a really wierd feeling!
I still havent re-applyed for uni, the cource Im on at the moment is crap and I dont wanna do it anymore...I really should tell someone about that, I have an assesment tomorrow so I better do that fast! :P my dad thinks Im going still and is gunna go mad when he finds out, he doesnt want me to change cource! He found out awhile ago I wasnt going to my lessons and he went totaly crazy!!!
I'll go into uni at some point tomorrow and see if I can still apply again and officialy drop out of this cource...£3000 in debt!! :(
Owwww, I don't know if any of you guys ever get this but, I have this really horrible feeling that something horrible is gunna happen to someone I love today!!!
My boyfriends going to the Star wars premier tonight at 12:30, so he wont be going home till some insane time in the morning and I'm really worried! He hasn't got any credit on his phone or anything so I wont even know if he gets home safe!
You probably think I'm being stupid, but it's a gut feeling and I cant ignore it! I know I'm probably just being paranoid but Im still worried.....what if...!!!!!
Sad, small, sweet, so delicate We used to be this dying breed I got a bad feeling about this I got a bad feeling about this
You kept still until the long drive home You slept safe and close to the window... I got a bad feeling about this I got a bad feeling about...
Who's to say you'll have to go (I could go all night) Well say you'll have to go (I could go all...) To hell with you and all your friends To hell with you and all your friends, it's on
Sad, small, sure in porcelain You're skin and bones, I'm a nervous wreck I got a bad feeling about this (when it comes to this) I got a bad feeling about this
You kept still until the long drive home You slept safe and close to the window I got a bad feeling about this I got a bad feeling about...
Who's to say you'll have to go (I could go all night) Well, say you'll have to go (I could go all...) To hell with you and all your friends To hell with you and all your friends, it's on
I got a bad feeling about this (what is this for?) I got a bad feeling about...
Anyone will do tonight Anyone will do tonight Close your eyes, just settle, settle Close your eyes, just settle, settle Anyone will do tonight Anyone will do tonight Close your eyes, just settle, settle Close your eyes, just settle, settle Anyone (anyone) will do tonight Anyone (anyone) will do tonight Close your eyes, just settle, settle Close your eyes, just settle, settle
Well I got a bad feeling about this, I got a bad feeling about this (to hell with you and all your friends, it's on). I'm coming over but it never was enough I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you Well I got a bad feeling about this I got a bad feeling about this (to hell with you and all your friends, it's on) I'm coming over but it never was enough I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you Well I got a bad feeling about this I got a bad feeling about this (to hell with you and all your friends, it's on) I'm coming over but it never was enough, I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you Well I got a bad feeling about this, I got a bad feeling about this (in you...). I'm coming over but it never was enough, I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you I got a bad feeling about this, I got a bad feeling about this (in you...). I'm coming over but it never was enough I thought it through and my worst brings out the best in you I got a bad feeling about this, I got a bad feeling about this, I got a bad feeling about this (I am you) I got a bad feeling about this (I am you) I got a bad feeling about this (I am you) I got a bad feeling about this (I am you) I got it bad (I am you) I got it bad I got it bad I got it bad I got it bad I got it bad
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: 1. Debs 2. Poppet 3. Munchkin
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: 1. Screamxthruxautumn 2. Punk-whore 3. EmoPrincess8
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. Eyes 2. Style (sometimes :P ) 3. I can make people laugh and feel good
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. Im not to smart 2. I let myself get hurt by others alot 3. I bite my nails
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: 1. English 2. Canadian 3. ? dunno
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: 1. Wasps/bees 2. Earwigs 3. love
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS : 1. Music 2. Personal thoughts 3. Water
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: 1. Underwear 2. Black trousers 3. White t.shirt (that says 'sinner' on it)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS: 1. Taking Back Sunday 2. UnderOath 3. Atreyu
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given): 1. Trust 2. Friendship 3. Stability
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE: 1. I have 3 tattoos 2. I was born in Oxford 3. Dont tell anyone.....but.....Im actualy Spidergirl
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU: 1. Style 2. Hair 3. Personality
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO: 1. Wiggle my ears without touching them 2. reach the top shelf 3. Stop being me
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: 1. Writing poems/songs 2. Listning to music/going to gigs 3. Drawing
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: 1. Go to my bank account and find loads of money in there....not likely!! 2. Go on holiday 3. Be with my mates
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING: 1. Pub/venue owner 2. Designing c.d covers 3. Art Tec
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: 1. America 2. China 3. Africa
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 1. Get Married 2. Be indipendant 3. Move out
Why when you want someone to phone you REALLY badly do they never 'phone you'? And the really lame thing is that all you can seem to do is look at your phone every sodding second hoping that you just have'nt heard it go off, but....no surprise when it's still bloody blank!! Grrrr!
I should'nt care, I know I should'nt!! But it's hard not to.
Why for once cant I just get 50/50 instead of me giving 90 and getting 10 in return?
I never thought it was possible but maybe it is actually possible to 'love to much'!?
nervous
hopeful