It's ALL a game of status

it's 2.30 am. I just got back from a show at the Cedar House. I was planning on staying the night there, but around 1 i felt home calling me back. i slipped out quietly and didn't say goodbye to anyone, i hope that if people notice that that's what i did it won't be perceived as bitchy.
lately i've been paralyzed by my own self consciousness. i used to be like that, even more so than right now, but then i got over it, and now it's creeping back. hopefully it will pass again.
my drive home tonight was incredibly beautiful. i guess you have to find the beauty in a highway in this day and age.


i'm just sitting here staring at my screen. my brain is flooded with things i want to say but i can't boil it down into words.



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