fuck the system

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He is the boy who fell in love with a woman who pretended to be someone she wasn’t. He is the man whose heart still belonged to the woman he was not allowed to give it to after many years apart. He is the man who risked everything for love.

Nycteris ~hans zimmer and james newton howard

He is motivated by fear which leads to frustration, anger and finally hate. He demonstrates Yoda’s earlier fears in a desperate need to save his wife from his visions of her death in childbirth. He seeks power not for himself but for her.

running up that hill ~placebo

tell me, we both matter, don't we?
you, it's you and me.
it’s you and me won’t be unhappy.

and if I only could,
i’d make a deal with god,
and I'd get him to swap our places,
be running up that road,
be running up that hill,
be running up that building,
say, if I only could, oh...

Anakin starts to doubt the Jedi Order and what they stand for. Having failed his mother, he now sees himself failing the wife that makes him happy, the wife the Order forbids him to have.

Dream is Collapsing ( instrumental ) ~Hans Zimmer

Ani is so conflicted that it is easy for the Emperor to manipulate him into doing his bidding. Ani believes his actions will give him the power he needs to save his wife and children. He is consumed with his desperation to do this, and nothing else registers or matters.

from yesterday ~30 seconds to mars

on a mountain he sits, not of gold, but of sin
through the blood, he can learn see the life that it turn
from council of one he'll decide when he's done
with the innocent of his face is a map of the world
a map of the world, on his face is a map of the world

Anakin falls quickly and yet slowly at the same time. It doesn’t register that what he is doing is wrong because he believes that he is doing it for the right reasons. His good intentions remain but they are overshadowed by the choices he makes.

can you hear me? ~poets of the fall

there’s yet life in these words I speak for peace of mind and our release,
and you can have what you want if you want it like you need to breathe,
like you need to breathe, like you need to breathe.
embrace reality.

The doubts creep through Anakin’s mind until he no longer trusts the woman he is going to all these lengths to save. He is the one to end up attacking her through the force and it is the loss of him that kills her.

out of my hands ~millow

some battles fought are battles won
but this ain’t one of them
one more shadow cast
you went down so fast

Anakin never learns the truth about Padme’s death or the fate of his children until many years have best. He is devastated by her passing and this seals his fall to the dark side. Everything in Anakin’s life has been driven by this woman, and how with her gone, he ceases to be Anakin at all. There is only Darth Vader left.

bring me to life ~ katherine jenkins

frozen inside without your touch
without your love darling
only you are the life among the dead
bid by blood to run
before I come undone
save me from the nothing I’ve become

In the end he neither saved Padme, nor protected his children, because he had to save them from the person he lost first. Himself.

a song from the secret garden ~secret garden