so i am in love with this boy who lived by himself in the woods for ten months in vermont and now climbs around in trees here and pretends to me a lemur. and he loves me! and we sleep in his closet room together and make drawings and drink tea and watch movies and it's great, really. he called my a seductive father figure....but that's okay because when he sees me he says "i'm so glad it's you!!" hahaha my taste in men is somthing.
too much makers mark=sex with someones cute cousin. whoops i thought wearing a onsie would help tp prevent such things but then you realize hes been fucked in the head by drugs tiiiiiiiiight
fucking up is cool i mean im cool with it if you're cool with it.
so on december 9th my friends ven and sam are riding their fixies across the country to florida and this girl sarah and i are driving. !!! i'm filming it and taking pictures and it will be shown at clinton street theater when we get back. it's going to take a little less then 3 months. we are being sponsored by Viso. it is gonna be amazing. adeu
i'm restless. all my dreams are lucid and about mazes and great waves and rabbits. i fell into loneley accidentally. i'm kind of happy and empty. ive never been fitter. i need a job, i'm going back to school on winter term, i'm wearing the scarf emily made me last winter.
asphalt lullabye sweet nausia bone by bone sit tight wild, anxious silence disinclanatons the road that unwound before us great, dry stretches withered by weather road eyes wild complexeties with a sigh of breaks emty all the ashtrays lock all the doors soot bent stars prophetic drunks pavement long lasting short commings an indian summer edit erase create reminders exceptions dream pools situations x rays long stories wound tape wound trails wounded cyotes the following
starfucker: german l ove smashing pumpkins:drown systems officer: another desert the chocolate watchband: in the past bark, hide and horn: treasure of the everglades white magic: apocolypse modest mouse: they way down
