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Please pray for me to break my lifelong habit of procrastination so I can serve God better and spend more time getting to know him. My birthday is on September 9th and all I want for my birthday is the strength to stop procrastinating.

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I was taking the train home one day, and this man I see sometimes, comes to me to shake my hand, so I respectedly accepted and shaked his hand.

He told me, you have warm healing hands. I smiled, and he said you have Prophetic eyes aswell. I looked and said nothing.
He told me, I was an angel in disguise left behind in this world for a purpose, A purspose I was soon to come across from.
I was astonished by his words. I didn't know how to reply.

He looked at me and said your lost and confused, you dont belong here, and you know that. I finally replied and said, I know I dont belong, but I dont know why? He said, you do know why. You will never find your way home. if you continue to deny him and the gift he has given you. He gave you a gift, and you simply ignore it. He asked me, How could you ignore your calling, your faith, your destiny? I looked and thought okay, he just went crazy on me. But the truth is that everyday for 24 yrs I knew I was different, I knew I didnt quite belong here. I always felt the presence of something greater trying to guide me, but I always ignored it. 

I know Im destined to accomplish something, but I dont know what just yet. I sometimes cry the tears of others when they hurt, I feel there pain just like if it was my own. When someone is in pain wether it be physical, mentally or emotionally, I ask for them to be healed, And right infront of my eyes miracles happen. I never understood why? I still dont. Im just me I say. But really who am I? I just pray I find my way.

custody battle

Hey everyone, I am new to live journal, but not to the power of prayer.

I have a 2 and a 1/2 year old step son who unfortunately lives with his mother right now. My husband was unable to get any form of physical custody of him because we were stationed in Hawaii and he was due to deploy to Iraq.  He is now back from deployment and we were just recently transferred to a duty station closer to where his son is located.  My step son...Matthew, is a very sweet little boy who lives with mother who uses him to get what she wants. He's not being abused or anything, but they live in a one bedroom apartment with her recently new husband and their new baby, they are on welfare, and she refuses to let us have him to update all his health care. She didnt have any communciation or interaction with him for the last month of her pregnancy and and about a month or so after the baby was born, she said it was to much, and she wasn't able to pick him up so instead of finding a different way to interact with him, she did nothing with him. She puts him in day care even though she doesn't work, and is now unable to finish her school. She has a photography studio in her apartment that she allows people (although she doesn't have many clients at all) to come in and out of her apartment to take their pictures...while my step son are at the house...this alone makes me nervous. Any way the prayer request I am asking for today is we have just launched into a custody battle, and she will be served papers here in a few weeks.  We are trying for full custody, but are hoping for at least physical custody.  We are praying for the integrity of the system, for our lawyer, and for the best outcome to happen for Matthew. Obviously we believe that he will be better off with us and will have a much better environment to grow up in as well as a Christian environment.  We are putting everything in the hands of the Lord, and know that whatever happens will be the best outcome for Matthew. Please pray that the best will come out for Matthew, and if that best is for my husband and I to have full or physical custody that, that would be the case. Prayers for Matthew's safety and protection of his innocence through out all of this, and that what happens will be the best for Matthew.  We would appreciate all the prayers.  Thank you to everyone in this praying community!

Megan
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Thank you..

I thank the Lord above for setting me free of my selfish ways, for my sins, for never leaving my side when I needed him the most yet never leaving my side at all, He has given me the strenght to look foward to living a life full of joy, surrounded by my loved ones, especially new comer's. I pray to him everyday and night that he helps those who have  suffered a great deal of loss, pain, sadness, and irreplaceable love, I pray that he bless those who have compassion and are willing to help in the most littlest of ways even if they cant, and he blesses those who do help and make a difference. I pray for the forgiveness of others wrong doing, and wrong saying. I pray that he let's no harm come our way and that he let's us not get in harms way, I pray that he keep's us strong enough to follow his way's, his path, his heart.

I simply ask the Lord to bring back home safe and sound those who fight for our well-being, those who are far away from their loved one's, those far away from sanity, and the place they call home. Give us Lord the strength, and the will to go forth another day with a smile on our face and the faith that we endure in you, to never forget that you are and always will be by our side in the good and bad times. We trust in you and believing in you is believing in ourselves. Thank you, We love you...♥
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PLEASE PRAY EVERYONE

MY FRIEND JENNIFER..HER FRIEND IS IN THE HOSPITAL AND THEY DON'T THINK SHE WILL MAKE IT IN THE NEXT FEW HOURS OR DAYS. SO PLEASE EVERYONE JUST PRAY FOR HER AND HER FRIEND..I WILL KEEP YOU UPDATED.
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Those who suffer

This prayer is for me but more importantly people who go are suffering more then me. I am barely healing  and still may need surgery but I can't help but think of the people who can never  see again in there lives. I hope those people  are doing well and if not please give a prayer for those who suffer everyday. I would also like to thank you for giving me life and to appreciate all aspects of life.

BLESSINGS FROM ABOVE

Lord, I give you thanks for all that you've allowed me to expirience in life,
wether good or bad, i know you've never left my side.
It's been hard to understand why such things have happened, but what i do understand,
Is the way Ive accepted it to change my ways to always strive for better.
Thank you, for blessing me profoundly in every aspect of my life, Family, Health the
most  important things....xoxo..L
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Dear God

Hello everyone,
                            I am  grateful for everything that god give me, but I have been having a rough month. First the man I  loved decides he does not want me anymore and rather sleep with other women... and I have been having the worst  couple of weeks of not eating or sleeping well. To add to that I have a really bad eye infection can't really see on my right eye  and may need surgery.. I also have Hpv and need to see a doctor after my eye. I have lost all hope and strength and can't seem to find my way...


Please pray for me.
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Dear God,
I know I am blessed, I feel very lucky for all the wonderful things in my life; my son, my family, my job, my flat and this wonderful opportunity to study medicine.
You know it is the only thing I have ever been passionate about, the only thing I have ever been certain of. You have given me so many second chances and I always try to do my best. The thing is, this is my LAST chance. If i don't pass my chemistry exam tomorrow, I will be off the pre-med programme, and You know I can't continue on this path when my dream keeps being broken.
This is my very last chance. You know I have been studying as hard as I can between working, looking after my wonderful son, and spending 3 hours a day travelling back and forth to college. I know life isn't meant to be easy, and I am only thrown all these challenges because You believe I can handle them and they will make me stronger in the end. But i'm starting to feel worn down and would like something to go right. Please, let me pass this exam tomorrow. I just need to get through this one exam, and then i will have plenty time to study for the rest now that I have cut down my shifts at work. I couldn't do this before, You know I need my job to pay my rent. Please help me out, keep my mind clear and let the answers be retrievable within my brain.
Thank you for all that You have done for me. Even when I think its the end, and there is no way something will work out, You always seem to fix it at the very last minute. Nothing in my life has been a mistake, and I am truly grateful.
Please help me out God, it would mean the world to me, to achieve something that otherwise seems impossible.

Amen
Gum fetish

Lump

Dear Lord,
I am asking you to let this lump in my breast be nothing.  I know that you have tons to worry about and we haven't talked in a while but I really need you right now.  I am trying to start my life over and let you live in it more.

In Jesus Name Amen