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| | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](https://i.postimg.cc/kGB6vnMt/pinkkittehh-unhappy.gif) exhausted | | Subject: | Welppp! Layout Help!!! :[ | | Current Location: | My Parents' Shithole | | Time: | 03:19 pm | | Tags: | yapping |
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| Does anyone know how I can still use S1 Generator overlays? Every time I try to use them via Custom CSS section; they just don't work full stop! I already know you can't set the colours to clear like you can on InsaneJournal/DeadJournal but so many Generator overlays require that tho... :/ I've basically been on a crusade for the last few days looking for decent layout overlays for both S1 & S2, but It's not been easy, folks. Let Aunt Bizette rant a little, children, because this shit's NUTS...
A lot of the ones posted to LiveJournal used image hosting sites that no longer exist any more, hence all the embed images within the CSS are broken, or some layouts were distributed via dead file hosts such as Megaupload and OG 4shared; meaning the links are very much dead. Also, don't get me started on the ridiculous amount of old LJ communities that required you to join them to be able to see said layouts/graphics/icons or EVEN NEEDED THE GROUP OWNER TO APPROVE YOUR MEMBERSHIP! This is a big issue because, of course, these groups/users have been inactive for so long; joining them on a fresh LJ account wouldn't make much difference if the links and images are dead - I also must add that you can't even really join groups any more you can only just 'subscribe' to them... SO FUCKING USELESS!!! >:|
Sometimes I wish I kept this journal at IJ instead of transferring it to DW... Like, don't get me wrong, I love Dreamwidth, but I'm not a big fan of them abandoning support for S1 and restricting the amount of HTML tags used for mini bios/profile layouts. Unjolly bad show! But I guess it's still a way better experience than LiveJournal. If any of you could help me that would be wonderful, and I'll be sooooo grateful <3 :D
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| | Time: | 10:24 pm | | Tags: | vent | | Current Mood: | discontent | | Current Location: | My Parents' Shithole | | Subject: | I want to cry... :[ |
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| | Would any of you be angry with me if I deleted half my gallery on dA? I know some of the art in my gallery are gifts but looking at them makes me sad because if I were more talented; I could have given y'all something more impressive and beautiful. I hate my art so much and just seeing how talentless I am puts me in a bad mood... I can finally understand why no wants to buy my adopts; it's cuz they're ugly as SHIT! Likewise, I was smart for never doing commissions because that would be pointless of me to do. I want to get better so bad... I don't care anymore... I want to have pretty art... Is that so hard to ask for? GOD!!! I'm such a crybaby... | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Location: | My Parents' Shithole | | Subject: | wingsssssssss | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](https://i.postimg.cc/T1pLJR2w/pinkkittehh-laugh.gif) giddy | | Tags: | yapping | | Time: | 04:48 pm |
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| | YUM! Just had leftover chicken wings, and holy duck they were GOOD! In other bigger news, KEIR STARMER HAS RESIGNEDDDDDDDD!!!! GOOD!!! SCREW THAT WET TISSUE!!! >:D Two years and nothing but controversies after controversies.... I hate politicians for real. Let's just hope the next pm does a better job o____O | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Angelspit - Fuck the Revolution | | Tags: | art, yapping | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](https://i.postimg.cc/NFSyNWL0/pinkkittehh-abitsad.gif) bored | | Time: | 10:30 pm | | Subject: | Squeak! | | Current Location: | My Parents' Shithole |
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| I'm so bored!!!! I basically spent the last two days posting mid art, and now I have mega artblock and still need to complete that CG for Anouk (I've basically only shaded the hair fyi) :/ Other than listening to music, updating my site, playing bits of Tomodachi Life, and drawing, I've done nothing interesting or that fun recently! Not only that, but I really need to focus on improving my art since it's no longer fun for me since it suxx0rs as fuck... like... why the HELL can't I draw hair or clothes properly when I'm obsessed with fashion ffs?! But art practice is boring as fuck tho grrr >:| Pfft, as if I'm gonna spend my days drawing boxes and lines!!! I miss my uni friends so fucking much it's crazy; it's just so lonely and boring in this part of town, dawg. I still haven't been outside in days due to weather and my own laziness, lmao! I came up with this really cool concept for Madame Dollhouse... SHE'S A CHESHIRE POODLE WHO CAN DISAPPEAR AND REAPPEAR N' SHIT... but only in her duskwalker form -_____-!!! :D
Finally got my deposit from the flat people, w00t!!! I'm £150 richer, baby, but I'm going to save it for now since I'm too blank headed to think of what to buy with it!!! x___X My cunt mother is planning to take me to the mall in a fortnight to buy a suit for her birthday cookout... YUCK, HATE THAT WOMAN!!! I want more Dreamwidth friends/followers/whatever tbh, but I've already posted in like that addme group like two years ago, and I would feel like I'm being unfair and greedy, kek... Any other communities of that nature here?
I got nothing else... see ya! :P
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| | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](https://i.postimg.cc/d3p7WzD1/pinkkittehh-angry.gif) aggravated | | Subject: | I HATE THEM!!!!! | | Current Location: | My Parents' Shithole | | Time: | 01:55 pm | | Tags: | vent, yapping |
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| | My parents won't let me do or have anything holy shitttt!!!! I can't get tattoos or piercings, I can't commission other artists, I can't purchase tech for myself, I can't freely spend MY OWN MONEY, I can't eat what I want, I can't date anyone or have sex, and I can't just choose not to go to church or pray... I FUCKING HATE IT HERE SO MUCHHHHHHHH!!!!! I'M 21 FUCKING YEARS OLD; I'M AN ADULTTTTTTT!!!! AND NOW THEY INSULT MY BABIES AND MY ART WITHOUT MUCH THOUGHT.... KILLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!! MY OCS MEAN THE WORLD TO ME, YOU FUCKING CAVEMENNNNN!!!! DIEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! I STRAIGHT UP CRIED IN THE CARRRRRRR!!!! FUCK MY CHUD WOMANCHILD LIFEEEEEEE!!!! ;____; AND THEY HAVE THE NERVE TO ACCESS MY FUCKING MONEYYYYYYY.... EAT SHIT AND DIEEEEEEE!!!! | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](https://i.postimg.cc/cC2KDV6Q/pinkkittehh-high.gif) bouncy | | Current Location: | My Parents' Shithole | | Subject: | Unemployed Pimpin' | | Time: | 07:30 pm | | Tags: | yapping |
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| I've officially used up my 300 icon spaces for this journal, LMAO!!! I might as well pay for more space since I have so many cutieful icons to upload :] Job hunting is mega hard, and I've received no responses yet grr... So more crappy adoptables it is until shit changes >;| I'm now obsessed with Ang and Anouk's Yoots and I wanna make goofy lil' doodles and plushies of them; they're so fricking adorable and silly looking! They're just silly little guys!!! <3 I've been thinking about transferring my art journal over to Dreamwidth since barely anyone even uses InsaneJournal and OpenID's a pain to deal with... Should I or nah?
I'm planning on drawing a summer pic of Me, Ang, Nikki, and Anouk's sonas hanging out, but I haven't even finished my current CG yet *gulp*... THANK THE LORD I DON'T DO COMMISSIONS!!! If I do ever get to making it; what outfits would want me to draw for y'all's characters since I suck, kek? Also, what scenery should I do since I kinda don't wanna do anything beach related? I want to make it extra special since it's a gift to all of you cuz you've shown me so much kindness ;___; *sobs* I haven't IMed or made kandi bracelets in foreverrrrrrrrrr... I NEED TOO, M'KAY?!
Right now I'm eating fish and chips and typing this entry and... I have nothing else to say xD :P I might work on my new layout sum moar since I'm bored as fuck >___< | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](https://i.postimg.cc/3NVyLPWp/pinkkittehh-grr.gif) annoyed | | Current Location: | My Parents' Shithole | | Subject: | Moving on... | | Time: | 02:56 pm | | Tags: | vent, yapping |
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| | I've officially moved out of my flat and back with my shithead parents... GOD!!! All my fuckass mother does is bitch! >;| | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | I wanna look pretty!!! | | Current Location: | My Den | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](https://i.postimg.cc/90K4xvzy/pinkkittehh-grrgrr.gif) awake | | Tags: | fashion, yapping | | Time: | 11:38 pm |
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| I want black, pink and orange braids cuz I'll look so cute and whimsical! I actually badly want dreadfalls or whatever is the closest equivalent for black textured hair ngl (shhh I know dreadlocks are a thing but you know I mean something else kek)! :3
I still want piercings and tats too but mama says no!!! เซฎโษตฬท๏นษตฬทฬฅฬฅแท
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| | Time: | 01:27 pm | | Tags: | yapping | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](https://i.postimg.cc/T1pLJR23/pinkkittehh-kitteh.gif) accomplished | | Subject: | I Passed!!! | | Current Location: | My Den |
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| | Holy shitttttttt!!! I got 78/100 on my dissertation, peeps!!! I got a high mark!!! I'M SO FUCKING HAPPYYYYYYY!!! | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 11:24 am | | Current Location: | University XD | | Subject: | Big fish little fish cardboard box | | Tags: | art, yapping | | Current Music: | Chiraw - Unleashed | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](https://i.postimg.cc/d3LkjqQ3/pinkkittehh-kawaii.gif) cheerful |
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| Greetings, goofballs! I'm in animation production class right now, working colouring a bunch of frames for the end-of-year group animation and listening to bangers while chatting with sum pookies! I've started a new CG of Yuka and Junko hanging around a fire hydrate in the centre of the city; all viewed from a fisheye perspective with sum Chiraw lyrics for extra flavour!!! :D Of course, I'm still working on that devID (I'm doing shading rn) and I hope to do gift art for Anouk and Vishnu soon, so say turned, folks. ^^ I've also been doing anatomy practice with these really helpful Vilppu books since I really wanna get GOOD art-wise before I do art trades and commissions.
I've finally received my stickers and pins from AliExpress after literally forever and they're so cute looking!!! I can't wait to decorate my laptop and sketchbooks with my new stickers.... w00t!!!! I plan to head to either Burger King or some random kebab place for dinner tonight since I'm likely gonna be tired as fuck later x____X I've officially reached 115 watchers on deviantART, 38 subscribers on Toyhouse, and 115 claps and 4384 views on my website!!!!! LET'S GOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! I would like to thank all my awesomesause friends and kind watchers for believing in me since 2023.... YOU ROCK!!!! I think Yahoo is finally working after I downgraded my version of Photoshop (I'm using CC 2015) and uninstalled a few things but I'm not to sure yet... Feel free to IM me to test! I tried messaging Nikki the other night and it didn't work so, idk tbh kek? :P
Well to be honest, I have nothing to else to say other than my Wacom Bamboo One is coming in the mail soon and that Chiraw are fucking insane!!!!! I fucking love this band teheeheeeeeeeee!!!!! :D Also, please get the reference in the entry title ROFL xD!!!! Bye!!! <3 | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Mood: | optimistic | | Subject: | pure waffling | | Current Location: | My Den | | Time: | 01:36 pm | | Tags: | yapping |
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| Hi pookies!!! How are we all doing today? I just finished eating noodles for lunch and got thinking once again... What do I want in life? I'm nearing the end of my time at university and I have no idea what I'm going to do next once I moved back in with my folks, eek! I might open custom and icon commissions as a temp means of generating cash whilst I go job hunting, or I may even do an internship at an animation studio to test the waters? I don't know?! I'm going to miss the friends I've made here so much too... But life continues I guess... :[
I've started working on my new layout for the site, and it's going pretty good; I'm going for a rococo classic lolita tea party aesthetic this time since why not?! I've got a long way to go, but it's gonna be super rewarding (and pretty)! ^^ I've also officially given up on that new art style since I just can't seem to draw that way again for some reason. :/ I just drew Madame as a geisha in my old style the other day in my sketchbook and yeah it's pretty but still kinda ugly in my opinion, grrrrr! >:| Maybe I should go for an anime art style like y'alls, so I don't feel out of place, hmmm... For some reason, I just can't get to bed on time this week; it's pissing me off for real!!! At least, I've got a bunch of cool stuff coming in the mail this week! <3 I'm gonna be on Yahoo tonight; so IM me, people!!! >____<
If I can think of anything else; I'll edit this entry to reflect that or whateverrrrrrrr... Um, go watch YOLO: Crystal Fantasy!!! IT FUCKING AMAZING HAHAHAHAHA!!! | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 11:13 am | | Subject: | Bored at da class, yo! | | Current Location: | University XD | | Tags: | yapping | | Current Music: | April's Love Affair - November Skies | | Current Mood: | blah |
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| Pls save me... I'M BOREDDDDD!!! Currently in my showreel and portfolio class doing fuck all other video editing and surfing ArtStation; looking for cool professional art. When I get back to my room, I gonna paint the backgrounds and finish off that group pic for Ang and Anouk since I've been kinda slow on it, thanks to uni, lmao! I might get bubble tea and noodles later this week since I'm craving it, kek!
Big news! I HAVE A PROPER FLATBED SCANNER!!! That means I can finally scan my traditional art without sacrificing image quality or the actual drawing now. W00T!!! Also, this week I think I gonna be super busy unfortunately but I'll still be able to IM and doodle (hopefully...). I have no idea why Yahoo causes my laptop to freak out but it just means, that for now, I can't use Yahoo with Photoshop or even Firefox open... :/ I now have a professional ArtStation separate from my furry nonsense tehe! I won't be sharing for obvious reasons but it's kinda cool, I guess. OMG HE'S STILL YAPPING AT US UGHHHHH!!! WE GET IT!!! Fine... I will admit that the previous years' portfolios he's showing off are pretty impressive :D One last thing but am I the only one who can't access ziDiskuss like at all? It's been several days ffs...
I'm looking at my old uni life drawing stuff and I'm so shocked at how I was used to draw really stunning realistic art but I can barely draw a cube nowadays >///< Can you say degrading art and an absolute glow down... eek!
See ya! <3
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| | Time: | 09:46 pm | | Tags: | vent, yapping | | Current Mood: | aggravated | | Subject: | Yahoo goes BOOOOOMMMMMM | | Current Location: | My Den |
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| | Holy shit, every time I boot up Yahoo Messenger and try to talk to someone; it freezes my entire system and slows everything down (including my browser and Photoshop)! I hate it hereeeeeeee!!!!! | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 02:17 pm | | Tags: | yapping | | Current Mood: | content | | Subject: | Aughhhhhhhhhh | | Current Location: | My Parents' Shithole |
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| Hello, party people! How are we doing today? It's been awhile since my last entry... Can't believe my Easter break is pretty much over; time files when you're getting nagged at, lol! x_____X If I'm honest, I'm kinda glad to go back to uni since I prefer having my own space... Sad that I didn't get to use my copic markers in the end since artblock n' all but at least I made bracelets for myself. :] But I can promise you that I'll draw y'all's neopets at somepoint along with some other goodies too; I'll even add glitter and stickers too because why not!? Earlier, I went out and got me some tasty breads and stuff since I was hungry and the weather was pretty good, I had fun!.
I've been brainstorming some ideas for my new fursona/truesona since I want another character other than Lullaby to represent me in the scene; I'm basically basing off her general concept of those kitschy little 80s rubber animal dolls since I think they're pretty precious looking! <3 Maybe she'll be some form of imp furry creature thingy? I've been playing a fuck ton of The World Ends with You recently too! AWESOMESAUSE GAME BTW!!! I'm currently doing homework and watching anime and.... That's it. Oh, also I'll be available to IM tonight; so feel free! Finally got Yahoo Messenger 6 to work, w00t! :P
Anyway, see ya! >:D | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Mood: | annoyed | | Current Location: | My Parents' Shithole | | Subject: | ARTBLOCK | | Time: | 01:37 am | | Tags: | art, vent, yapping |
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| It's official.... BIZETTE CAN'T DRAW ANYMOREZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!! Every time I pick up a pencil or load up an art program, it seems like my brain farts up clouds of nothing and I end up producing pure ass! *sigh* I really wanna draw y'all neopets and doodle a bunch of other cool things but my mind's just keeps drawing blanks, yuck! I also want to animate a collection of shitposts featuring my OCs since the recent postings of one of my IRL pookies' series has motivated me (You can watch it here! Hi Dylan! :D) but I've got no funny ideas right now. Even my mega epic HTML skills have left me, waaaaaaa!!! In other news, I've heard from the Discord grapevine that AIM will be available for CrossTalk soon; which is awesomesause in my opinion since MSN and Yahoo are kinda buggy! We love more options in this household!!! ^^ My ita bag pins are taking forever to get here, and I'm starting to get annoyed; give me my Chiikawa and Tokidoki swag, damn it!!! I might make more bracelets since that's the only thing that's been turning out OK for me hmmmm... Blahhhhh! I really want to go to the park and feed the ducks :D
I talk too much... EW! Anyway, good night! <3 | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Tags: | art, yapping | | Time: | 03:57 pm | | Current Location: | My Parents' Shithole | | Subject: | [Massive Notice] That one group picture CG of my OCs... | | Current Mood: | indifferent |
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| | Hi pookies! I'm just writing to say that my big oc cast CG has been cancelled and nuked due to lack of time, lack of commitment on my part and the fact that I'm developing a whole new art style right now, sorry... But I can promise y'all that CG of Tsuzuku (the ferret guy I posted about a bit ago) will be finished pretty soon and will be the last image in my old style! I wanted to change styles for a while now and finally have my own visual identity within the nu-glamfur scene; hopefully you'll all like it too! Thanks for understanding! :D | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Mood: | hopeful | | Current Location: | My Den | | Subject: | i just submitted my dissertation!!! | | Time: | 04:10 pm | | Tags: | yapping |
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| | Woohoooooo! I did! เซฎโหแหโแ | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Tags: | yapping | | Time: | 01:54 am | | Subject: | xoxo | | Current Location: | My Den | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](https://i.postimg.cc/2yMqHP3W/pinkkittehh-dead.gif) sleepy |
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| I've got something very special for y'all!!! A STORYYYYYY!!! Picture this, it's Wednesday night, and I'm beginning to head to bed after doing some homework until I get an email notification on my cell out-of-the-blue from... CHICKEN SMOOTHIE, of all websites?! You know, that one petsite that's boring as balls and really fucking green? Yeah, that one! The email had no details of what the private message from a mod was about and asked me to login; so I did. And HOLY FUCKING SHIT I was pissed!!! This mod asked me to remove my link to my website since it wasn't "kid-friendly" and sum other bullshit; they provided me a list of straight-up nothingburgers and nitpicks which wasn't an issue for a YEAR btw!!! I was shocked and wanted to defend my art and my self-expression from this unfair attack by some random loser; so I explained myself to the best of my ability, and it pretty much seemed like this moderator had bricks for brains since he replied with this generic NPC ass response that failed to see my perspective... Great! I yapped some more but pretty much just gave up, and removed the link... BOOOOOOO YOU STINK!!! >:[
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