so yea sitting here bored outta my mind at work....im sooo sick of all this drama shit......
anyways not too much is new..went out to the bar a couple times last week...didnt really even drink...had like 2 beers the one nite...and like 3 shots the other nite i went...not too much is new...working my ass off...since my mom was on vacation i worked 55 1/2 hours this past week... i cant wait to see my check on friday....
on another note...im getting caught up on all my bills and everything...im just about paid off with my mom i think i owe her like $100 and thats it...all my bills are slowly going away..i paid off all my doctor bills....the only ones i have left now are my credit card bills...so hopefully they will be gone soon....i got my new tires on my car finally...i needed them b4 winter....so thats a good thing....
i cant wait to get our puppy...He is a Siberian Husky...yea im gonna be allergic to him but ill only be bad around him like i am with noel now...they will only bother me 2 times a yr when they shed....i cant wait to get him...my mom is still trying to come up with names for him!!!
OK THIS IS SERIOUSLY OUT OF CONTROL...YOU ALL NEED TO STOP TALKING SHIT...WE ARENT FRIENDS ANYMORE...WHO FUCKING CARES ANYMORE...JUST CAUSE PEOPLE PRANK YOU DOESNT MEAN I TOLD THEM TOO....SO JUST GROW THE FUCK UP AND GET A FUCKING LIFE...I MEAN WE DONT TALK ANYMORE BUT YET YOU ALL STILL TALK SHIT ABOUT ME AND SHIT...ITS SOOO FUCKING CHILDISH..THIS NEEDS TO STOP...I DONT WRITE ABOUT YOU IN MY JOURNALS SO YOU NEED TO STOP AND GET OVER IT ALREADY!!!!!!
WHOEVER FUCKING PUT A CUP OF BEER UPSIDE DOWN ON MY FUCKING CONVERTIBLE TOP SO WHEN I WENT TO TAKE IT OFF IT SPILLED ALL OVER MY CAR CAN FUCKING GO TO HELL...I MEAN SERIOUSLY THAT IS REALLY FUCKING CHILDISH...AND THEN I GO TO GET IN MY CAR AND YEA THEY PUT THERE FUCKING GUM UNDER MY DOOR HANDLE...THAT IS FUCKING REDICULOUS...WHO THE FUCK DOES THAT...ITS MY FUCKING CAR AND IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST ME THEN FUCKING TAKE IT OUT ON ME AND NOT DO SHIT TO SOMEONES CAR...THATS JUST FUCKING IMMATURE!!!SERIOUSLY!!!! WHO THE FUCK WOULD DO THAT?? AND WHOEVER PUT SHIT ON MY CAR IN THE MEIJER PARKING LOT THANKS A FUCKING LOT PEOPLE REALLY NEED TO GROW UP AND GET A FUCKING LIFE CAUSE IT SO FUCKING SAD THAT THEY CANT SAY WHAT THEY HAVE TO SAY TO SOMEONE THEY HAVE TO JACK WITH THEIR CAR!!! OH YEA YOU BETTER WATCH OUT WHOEVER DID SHIT TO MY CAR AT MEIJERS CAUSE THEY ARE GOING OVER THE TAPE OF THE PARKING LOT SO I CAN SEE WHO DID IT!!!!
AND IF YOUR GOING TO LEAVE ANONYMOUS COMMENTS THAT IS JUST FUCKING GAY DONT BOTHER....LEAVE YOUR NAME OR SOMETHING AND IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ME THEN FUCKING TALK TO ME OR SOMETHING DONT LEAVE GAY COMMENTS!!!!
so yeah worked today from 10-6...had it planned to go and have a girls nite with amanda cause she was sick and i was gonna go and take care of her...so i called her when i got outta work to let her know that i had a few things to do at home then i was gonna come over....she said she was really sick and throwing up so to call before i came over there...so i came home and did my chores and ate dinner and then dyed my moms hair for her...then i tried to call and message amanda and no answer finally i called one more time and she answered said she was sleeping which i guess its good if ur sick to sleep....but i wanted to go and have a girls nite with her...i miss her and i wanted to see her...i never see her anymore i miss it...we used to hang out like everyday and now im lucky to see her once a month and i miss it....i miss her i love her to death and i was looking forward to spending some time with her :(.....so i just stayed home tonight :(
Amanda i hope that you feel better soon i love you and i miss you sooo much and i was looking forward to tonight to spend some time with you!!!
so yeah other then that nothin much going on sitting here talking to tommy!!!
everyone should go and download this song
SAVE A HORSE RIDE A COWBOY...by big and rich its soooo funny
yeah today was a good day i worked 10 fucking hours....8-6 i wanted to get the hell outta there...then i came home and ate dinner..then today was my lil bros 18th bday and we took him to get a tatoo it turned out really good....then i came home and im ready to pass out on the computer i took my meds
NITE ALL
AMADNA I LOVE YOU AND I"M HERE FOR YOU CALL ME WHENEVER YOU WANT TO I LOVE YOU
frustrated
pissed off
gloomy