The first few days of 2006...
So I finally got internet hooked up today in Rolla. Yay! We are moving stuff in here and there. Boxes suck. Things sorta suck around me too. I have been in a bad mood most of the time. I am irritable. There are things in my life that are bugging the hell out of me that I only talk to James about, and they are really getting to me. There is no solution to whats going on, and in the case, someone has to lose, and I am pretty much giving in and letting it be me. So it depresses the hell out of me. Oh well, enough of that since I am not going to be discussing it really.
I am so stressed about money and stuff. I need a job, but do I have time for a job? No. If it were just classes I have to deal with, I could probably get by working...but I have other obligations I have to tend to. I have something I really want to do, but know by doing so, I would get in severe trouble by certain people and that would be bad, Understand what I mean? Thats all I am saying because just by mentioning it and the wrong people reading it would be enough to get a talking to, I am sure.
I love the place though. it is nice living here. We bought a washer and dryer and that excites me. Silly I know, but its nice. I miss my friends. Good news is that I have been hanging out more with my old friend Grover (Jessica) and her brother Tim. Plus today we hung with Brandy and her boyfriend. They are all friends of mine from high school. We had a falling out a bit ago, but we got past it. Grover used to be my best friend, well so did Brandy but that was in high school, Grover and I were best friends up until about a year and a half ago when I sort of screwed up. Anyways, it is nice to be around them again.
So really things have been good lately. I cannot complain really. Just feeling blah now for some unknown reason, I guess stress getting to me, but no reason to be terribly depressed.
Anyways, I am going to end this. James is in the other room and I feel bad for ignoring him. Talk to all of you later, I am sure LOL
I am so stressed about money and stuff. I need a job, but do I have time for a job? No. If it were just classes I have to deal with, I could probably get by working...but I have other obligations I have to tend to. I have something I really want to do, but know by doing so, I would get in severe trouble by certain people and that would be bad, Understand what I mean? Thats all I am saying because just by mentioning it and the wrong people reading it would be enough to get a talking to, I am sure.
I love the place though. it is nice living here. We bought a washer and dryer and that excites me. Silly I know, but its nice. I miss my friends. Good news is that I have been hanging out more with my old friend Grover (Jessica) and her brother Tim. Plus today we hung with Brandy and her boyfriend. They are all friends of mine from high school. We had a falling out a bit ago, but we got past it. Grover used to be my best friend, well so did Brandy but that was in high school, Grover and I were best friends up until about a year and a half ago when I sort of screwed up. Anyways, it is nice to be around them again.
So really things have been good lately. I cannot complain really. Just feeling blah now for some unknown reason, I guess stress getting to me, but no reason to be terribly depressed.
Anyways, I am going to end this. James is in the other room and I feel bad for ignoring him. Talk to all of you later, I am sure LOL
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