Florida was awesome. Black tie wedding and Thanksgiving included. Hurricane Wilma defin' took Florida for a spin though. It looks like shit. All the trees are down, signs and billboards are all over the place. Light fixtures are still missing. It makes me wonder what kind of impact New Orleans would have on me right now...I really think over March break a group of kids from Wat should head down to build a few homes. Habitat for humanity. Or pick a few streets and designate those few streets for cleaning. Any takers?
I have a few hilariously funny Floridian stories if anyone's interested. One includes my ass being exposed at a wedding infront of my entire family, including those from Israel...for 10 minutes. We're not talking brief here.
haha, anyways...Dallas is on Thursday. Then 2 weeks after that (18 days from now) I'll be in CANADA. With my lovely girlfriend. :) Something to look forward to! Yes!
Nothing new is happening, I'll just name a few highlights.
...Math class. ...Titty twisters. ...Volleyball. ...Jake and Warren being sweeties. haha. ...New friends. ...I got my ring back. ...CAP.
Ana Charalambides, Furry Labias is all I have to say. Rachel, I love you babygirl... :) I'm still smiling... Jakey, I'll turn in that app tomorrow...promise. :-P I think... J.A.B.E.R. C.A.S.T., you rock my socks in a box with a fox. My volleyball girls, keep your heads up. Ada, don't forget to smile...It'll be okay, I promise. Thanks for coming Sat.
Update later!
I'M GOING TO CANADA IN A LITTLE LESS THAN 2 MONTHS! For 3 wholes weeks! YESSS!
1. What's the first word that comes to mind when you think of me? 2. Go to http://images.google.com and search for that word. 3. Reply to this post with one of the pictures (or link) on the FIRST page of the results [DON'T tell me the word]. 4. Put this in your LJ/Blog so I can do the same.
Oh come on, you know how funny this could be... :)
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Yo, this summer has been kick ass. I'm just gonna name a few things, in no particular order. 1-61 sound good? Well I don't care if it does, read it bitch.
1. I left for friggen' CK. Enough said. 2. Saw Christina. 3. Dressed men in drag. 4. Went to the WARPED TOUR yesterday. 5. Mud wrestled with M-Diddy 5.a) More mud wrestling with Jonny. 6. Boxer buddies. 7. Kicked Randy's butt in wrestling. 8. Spent 3 weeks with MIRANDA! Whoo! 9. Spent my summer with a division full of lesbians. Div 11, I love you. :) 10. Spent 7 hours in an emergency room when it was 105 outside so I could be told my hand was slightly bruised. Amazing. 11. White water rafting. 12. Trip to B-town. 13. Trip to Salem. 14. Kyaked 19 3/4 miles. 15. Went camping. Proved to be the only friggen person who can set up a tent, or make a campfire. 16. Re-did my room. It's now blue, and my art is all over the walls. 17. Was a human grass-sculpture at the Warped Tour, had my picture take with dozens of people. It'll probably be up somewhere on the net. I'll search for it on google, lol. 18. Ran into Charlie when I was at CK. He was at a wedding....weird. 19. Played frisbee almost everyday. 20. Ran 2 miles in 16 minutes. O.o 21. Got a few wonderful packages in the mail. 22. Molested David Down. haha. 23. Found out I was spending the summer with Patterson! Whoo! 24. Got molested by 'Herman' aka a transgender named Kris. Very uncool. 25. I had a roomate obsessed with Jason Mraz. ha. 26. Another roomate who loved rock and metal. Awesome. 27. S'mores and campfires accompanied by a guitar and Damien Rice. 28. "If it looks like a taco, why not eat it?" 29. Lake trip. 30. Met The Briefs and Street Dog. 31. Greek food. Mmmm mmm! 32. Friday night volleyball. 33. Showers. 34. "Belly farts" 35. SUZY. Holy shit, EW. 36. Alma Mater. 37. Color War. 38. Lesbian couples. 39. CAKED in mud. 40. Slip'n slide. 41. Mountain biking. 42. Tanning, and having my top ripped off infront of Meatball and Shaq. 43. Div. 11. 44. My boys "Most likely to be found with Div. 1" 45. Cannonball and Volcanoe. 46. FATWOMAN! GET HIM! Wait...batwoman? What? Oh shit... 47. The worm. 48. Flaming cantaloupes, Canada, Scotland, Red Renegades. 49. Yo Mamma. Huh..? 50. Bets. Yeah...Miranda, you... 51. Ice Cubes. haha. YUM! 52. Yoshimi, my favorite small breasted Asian/American whore who loves to wrestle pink robots. 53. Late nights. 54. Mario-Kart. lol. 55. Talking to Baldwin!! 56. Falling in love with Folk Music. 57. Finding people who appreciate Bright Eyes. 58. Brownie! 59. Interviewing for CAP. 60. KFC! Next summer baby, I'll have authority. Tee hee.
Hmm...more later. Time to go heal my concert wounds.
...Leaving for the beach-house on Saturday afternoon for 2 weeks after the CT Mudvolleyball championships. I'll be back 2 days before school starts.
:) Whoo hoo! Okay, so I packed everything from art supplies, bed sheets, prom clothes (yes, my camp has a prom...last night of camp. And it's actually better than most proms I've been to. Which is saying something, because I've been to more than 5...not including camp proms :) lol.) Yeah...ear muffs (don't ask why), games...the whole deal. lol, I've been to summer camp 9 yrs out of my life...like 5 different ones, thanks to my brother getting us kicked out for pissing on another camper in a fight for the bathroom, and yep.
So I'm leaving. This summer isn't voluntary, actually...Last summer, I got to stay home and babysit...earning over $220 in an average week. Buuuttt noooo. I must be shipped off to camp. But hey, I'm not arguing it. I get to see all my friends and play paintball, go go-karting, and water-ski..for seven hot and long weeks.
Okay...soo I moved back into my house on Saturday night, after spending Friday night at my friend's bf's house. :) He lives right between a laundry mat and a pizza place, both of which his family owns. So his appartment has a parking lot as soon as you walk out of the door. Because everyone was drinking, and I don't drink...I stole Ana's cell and called up a friend, and we ended up talking for like 7 hours. Okay, so...I know this sounds pretty boring so far...because it is. But, being that I was sprawled out in the parking lot at 2 in the morning under a street light, 10 feet from a main road, a car-full of 18 yr olds pull over and pull-up about 2 inches from my head. Then I look up at them, propping myself on my arms and they go "HOLY SHIT! M'am, we thought you were dead!" Then some of the guys in the car start laughing: "We thought maybe your boyfriend had gotten drunk and beat you to death...we drove by you twice to see if you had moved. You sure you're okay, Cutie?" I nodded and said thank you for the concern. Then...5 minutes later, some 40 yr old in a huge deisel guzzling truck pulls up and asks me if I'm okay. I found this pretty entertaining...especially when everyone from the party came outside to see why a huge truck had pulles up. Another 10 minutes go by, and I hear ambulance sirens...so I jump up, and run into the appartment thinking that maybe someone had called an ambulance reporting a girl laying in the middle of a parking-lot motionless. They drove by twice. So..I think they were looking for me. Ack. Oops.
And the ironic thing about all these people stopping to see if I was okay is that...20 FEET AWAY WAS A POLICE STATION. You'd think one of the 7483643654056405 million cops that drove by would have stopped at least once. Psh.
Next morning, at 6 AM, I had a chocolate craving and walked accross the street in PJs to get food from Walgreens. Hm...that's about all I did last weekend. Besides going to see The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants (If you're a male over the age of 9 I suggest you don't see this movie. It gets uncomfortable when a theater FULL of girls from their pre-teens, their teens and their late 40s, 50s, and 60s are ALL crying at once about some girlie teen flick. Holy shit, I've never been so scared in my life...)
Living at home hasn't been any different. I just moved back into hell, that's all. There's really nothing more to say than I can't wait to leave in Sunday. Whooooo. I'll be gone for seven weeks. Maybe that crazy bitch of a mother I have will get her fucking act together. I'm dragging my little brother with me this summer to get him out of the house and away from her. It should be a good time. I have to pack tomorrow, after my CAP interview at 4. Wish me luck, eh.
Oh...by the way, Ms. Bovard is the biggest fucking spaz I've ever met in my life. That's a fact.
[x] I've run away from home. [x] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [x] I listen to political music. [x] I collect comic books. [x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. [ ] I open up to others easily. [x] I am keeping a secret from the world [x] I watch the news. [ ] I own over 5 rap CDs. [ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player [x] I own something from Hot Topic (Thanks to my ex...yah) [ ] I love Disney Movies. [x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes. [ ] I don't kill bugs. [x] I curse randomly. [ ] I paid for that cell phone ring. [ x] I am a sports fanatic. (correction...VOLLEYBALL fanatic. Ah yes, and crew.) [ ] I have one x in my screen name. [ ] I have multiple x's in my screen name. [ ] I've slipped out an AIM word [lol, brb, etc.] in a real conversation. [EW!] I love Spam. [x] I bake well. [x] I would wear pajamas to school. [x] I own something from Abercrombie. [ ] I have a job. [ ] I love Martha Stewart. [ ] I am in love with love. [ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. [ ] I am self conscious. [x] I like to laugh. [ ] I smoke a pack a day. [x] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower. [ ] I loved Go Ask Alice. [ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [ ] I can't swallow pills. [x] I can swallow about 5 pills easily. [ ] I eat fast food weekly. [x] I have many scars. [x] I've been out of this country. [ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. [x] I am really ticklish. [ ] I see a therapist. [ x] I love white chocolate. [ ] I bite my nails. [x] I am comfortable with being me. [x] I play video games. [ ] I have gotten lost in my city. [x] I have seen a shooting star [x] I have been to any other countries besides the united states [ ] I have had a serious Surgery [x] Gone out in public in your pajamas [ ] Kissed a Stranger [x ] Hugged a stranger [x] Been in a fist fight [ ] Been arrested [x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator [x] Made out in an elevator [x] Swore at your parents [ x] Kicked a guy where it hurts (That asshole deserved it! And if you don't believe me, I'll tell you the story...) [ x] Been close to love (Currently in love) [x] Been to a casino [ ] Been skydiving [x ] Broken a bone (My tailbone...) [ ] Skipped school [x] Flashed someone [x] Saw a therapist [ ] Done the splits [x] Played spin the bottle [x] Gotten stitches [ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour [x] Bitten someone [ ] Been to Niagara Falls [ ] Gotten the chicken pox [ ] Crashed into a friend's car [ ] Been to Japan [x] Ridden in a taxi [ ] Shoplifted [ ] Been fired [x ] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex. [ ] Stole something from your job [ ] Gone on a blind date [x] Lied to a friend [ ] Had a crush on a teacher [ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans [ ] Been to Europe [ ] Been married [ ] Gotten divorced [ ] Had children [ x] Saw someone dying [ ] Been to Africa [ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day [x ] Been to Canada [ ] Been to Mexico [x] Been on a plane [x YEAH! ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show [ ] Thrown up in a bar [x] Eaten Sushi [x] Been snowboarding [x] Been water skiing [ ] Met someone in person from the internet. [ x] Been to a moto cross show [ x] Lost a child [ ] Done hard drugs [x ] Taken painkillers [ x] Had someone cheat on you [x Very much so...] Miss someone right now [ ] Eaten a stick of butter
BlaH!
Grad was pretty cool. I covered EVERYONE in confetti/glitter shit. Even people I didn't glitter intentionally, had glitter all over them, compliments of the wind. Had little horn-things..umm, Sitko sprayed me with the silly string, from head to toe. It took me 30 min. to get it out of my hair in the shower. Fun.
I miss school. A lot, actually. Knowing I won't be there Monday's just breakin' my heart. I don't know...Mixed feelings about all this shit. My 'love life' is down the drain, which is understandable...lol, I wouldn't date me either :-P haha Nah...but anyways, I'm almost excited for summer...because it means I get to GO AWAY FOR SEVEN WEEKS. Maybe I'll be able to sort myself out. I'm moving back into my house tomorrow morning. I've only seen my mom twice in the past month, and I was savoring the time away from the yelling and various other unpleasent things I dare not speak of here. I'm poolhall hopping tonight. Haven't played pool in a long time, but hey...Drinks will be provided by Ana's wonderful boyfriend. Too bad I bitched her out, because she knows I refuse to drink...and the fact that she knows EXACTLY why, and still insists on putting me in that situation, bothers me slightly...
Another thing...She's trying so hard to grow up so fast. I guess we all are, but sometimes I wonder if I'm the only one who takes the time to notice it. It seems like I am...but I don't know...I really, really wish I could erase everything after the age of 4, so I could start all over again, only keeping my sense of judgement, so I know when to walk away from a situation, or know when to tell someone of authority when guys are being...well, guys. There are so many things only I know, and so many things I can't say in fear of it somehow getting back to my folks. Having no one to talk to (and yes, no one includes my best friend) makes everything seem so lonely. The only people I've ever confided in, left me for someone else or couldn't handle my problems even when all I needed was a hug and a kiss on the forehead..and they only knew a small fraction of my life's story, which would be the small fraction I shared in English Class. It's not pity I ask for, nor 'love'...just try and understand, and don't leave me in the dust because you don't want to 'waste' your energy on helping me, because it's not help I'm looking for either. Just a hug, a kiss on the forehead and two ears.
And now...after a year spent in a community where everyone's your friend, but no one ever stops to ask why you're laughing so obnoxiously to hide the pain. Where no one ever asks are you okay, while meaning it and actually wanting to hear what you have to say...then be willing to hug you, or pat you on the back after. Watkinson has been my 'hide-away' from my real world, and honestly...I'd like to thank everyone for not caring, because sometimes it's the things you don't say, that puts life in perspective. I'm not even sure I do wanna go back next year. I'm just digging myself a hole, in a whole nother world that isn't even mine. It belongs to the kids who make it theirs, but so far...all I've done is let it do nothing more than blanket me...I have yet to accept it as my own, knowing full well I could be gone the next day..and also knowing, no one honestly gives a damn.
And it'd take a lot to convince me they do, because so far...it's just my lonely safe-house, away from 'home'.
Yeah...don't ask where all that came from. This just sucks.
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