A Burning Passion

What about me? Alright I study
economy since 2002.

That said I'm a real newbie
at my university. But my dream is to become a writer or better that
someday my work is going to be published. I know the chance are very small that
this will ever happen. So I'll edit my novel forever and write FanFics
about Books which are not mine. I love life do you think this is enough? I hope
so.

Fandom: I'm almost certain
you don't know me at all but let me tell you I stepped 2003 in the Harry
Potter Fandom. Soonly I learned this Fandom is insane. Don't ask me why I even
thought I could debate my ship at The Debate Thread over at FA or
in The Love Thread over at CoS-Forum with this small
English-skills like mine. But still I did so. Maybe I was stupid or just to
brave how you like to say it.

You can even date it when I joined
which board: Portkey: 21-March 03 CoS-Forum: March 28th, 2003 FictionAlley:
29th April, 2003.

Since May 2003 I did or do
debate H/Hr. Before I joined Portkey I was already a H/Hr-shipper
though I hated to be called like that. In my opinion were this narrow minded
people and I never thought of myself as being narrow minded. Because I said and
thought after GoF for both ships there exist enough evidence. I don't need to
say since I read OotP this did change so my despite against being a H/Hr-shipper
did change. In fact it wasn't before OotP that I joined or became a true member
of the HMS Harmony. I'm, was and always will be a H/Hr-shipper by the
hands of canon and not by fanon.

Writing: Since I could hold
a pen, says since I was forced to hold it I wanted to do something with this
skill being able to write something. I remember as I was 7 or 8 that I
desperatly wanted to write things up which I did life through but I soonly lost
interest because of lack in grammar and over all because at that age I had to
fight through the hardest time of my life. It changed me till the very core of
my being. As I turned 12 years old I decided to write a novel not to mention
that every talent I once had vanished so I had to work it all back. I needed 5
years to even get the right plot. Finally with 17 I started to write no matter
what.

Till today I rewrote this novel
already twice and plan to rewrite it again but thats by side the point all
skills and everything I'm able to write I learned by myself. My mother once told
me she wanted a long time ago become a writer herself but never she was able to
write a novel something I did manage through my stubborness. I believe that one
day I can publish my work and probably life from it. This is my dream and
something I seek for.

The reason why I touched the Harry
Potter books and even read them in English is connected to my dream only. All I
ever wanted was to find a publisher but after I earned a lot of: No's, I did
decide I might need to translate it in English. Yeah, I suppose this was one of
that insane ideas of mine. First thing I did read the most succesful books there
exist says Harry Potter. Now I even writing FanFics in vain to get better
English-skills so I can one day rewrite my work in English. In my head I have
everything worked out but mind you I don't trust my head at all in that matter.

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