phenality

I just wanted to throw a quick entry in here before I lose control of what happens here. My goal is really just to be myself. So, in theory, because I don't know who or what I am anymore, I am not exactly sure how this journal will end up. It will probably be such mess. I hope it helps me though. That's the point right? Hopefully I'll get into my journal where it really helps me out. I'm afraid of what it will become. I'm not so sure I'll like what I really am. Maybe I have been running and hiding from myself for a good reason. Well, my sanity or insanity shall lie within. I cannot promise the sobriety that will exist after this point. You were warned. If you stay behind with me to keep me company. I love you. I will be true to you as true you are to me.