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You're at a house party (frat?). 1st floor is flooded with harsh light. Living room is packed with people dancing to the thump of electronic music. Kitchen is full as well, everyone refreshing drinks or chatting away from the music. At the table in the dining room, a card game is being played, it's obvious that those not winning aren't only losing the game, but clothes as well.
In the hall way you see guys and girls are traffic up and down in a steady pass. You're about to head up there to check things out when steel blue eyes catch your attention. Before you're able to process anything else, the owner disappears. Without thinking you head in the same direction, back into the kitchen. You reach the door way just in time to see the door to the basement close, the owner of those eyes not in the room. In the basement you go. Making your way down the stairs, the atmosphere changes. It's darkness broken by flashes of colored light, the steps are aglow by white Christmas lights. A mass of guys are pressed together, moving to the thump of music. It takes you a minute to realize that there aren't any girls. Also, it occurs to you that somehow, no one above is aware of what's going on down here.
Hot breath on back of your neck. For an instant your body goes rigid, but for only an instant. Something tells you that it's the blue eyes. Reflexively, you inhale deeply as you feel a pair of hands slide down your back and under your shirt. Hot breath again, you relax & your head rolls back & turns. Staring right into you are those eyes, blue & reflecting what is your own desire. Head rests on my shoulder, you watch as my face goes lax & lids close half way as our lips press together.
You don't hear the music, you don't see the flashing lights, you don't feel the heat of all the bodies. There is just us & our connection.
It seemed forever, but before you know it the kiss is broken & you turn to face me. Tthere are the eyes again. Then you notice my small but generous lips, the slight blonde stubble, defined cheekbones, tan skin, & a cap covering what you see at the sides to be blonde hair. As I back under the stairs, you look down at my body. Chest is smooth & toned, as are my arms. Without thinking you follow & as you do, your hand goes out & your fingers slide down my soft skin, down my flat stomach.
Turning you, I gently pin you against the wall. I pull your shirt off & my eyes & hands run over your body. We make eye contact, in the seconds that follow before our lips touch, there is but only my calm face & the lights flashing back at you from my eyes.
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What is up to all my friends who read this...very few. So anywho nothing much going on here. What about with all (the few) of you? Oh good news here I made a play at the playhouse (The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe) I'm the Centaur, really wanted Mr.Tumnus but it went to a reallt funny guy so its all good. the shows are Nov.10-26 so if you guys could come I would love you all soooo much. Well I'll talk to you all later>


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NOOOOOOOOO she didn't need to go home! What she made was better then what he made. Like she said "This wont be the last time you hear of me". What ge made was really UGLY!!!
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Sometimes i think about doing it...you know to see what people would say. Knowing my luck, would anyone really care?

What if i did do it?

Would things be the same or would it mess everything up in every ones life?

I can't do it...I don't have the balls to do it.

But who knows maybe some day i will do it and it will all be over.
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hey everyone who is reading this...thats like no one. but if you are reading this get ready for sum big stuff. lets start off by saying school is over, I made it and i dont have to go back. I will be going to DMACC in the fall or spring (it looking more like the spring) going ther for a year or two don't know at this point in time. then from there i will be going to SCAD in Atlanta. what I'll be doing there is something in film or theater. Now on to my every day life. ... ... ... thats right im doing nothing really. I really new to find a job so i can get all the things i want like a car (getting one from mt grandpa for free YAY free) cell phone, tattoo, pay for college. Been spending a lot of time with Bre and Jen what i would do with out thoes two i think my life would be hell I thell them everything. Alicia my love, no matter what anyone says i'm here for you with all my heart and soul, I think that sounds a litte creepy but i mean it. we really need to do something this summer and i want to see how you look in your hot ride that makes all the boys go " damn shes hott" lol. Katie we also need to do something this summer, get together and talk or something or maybe make another movie??? Good old sara and mel with friends like you who could go wrong. This brings me to my last topic in this post and its about me.
I'm gay, i like guys, I'm a big homo. most of you know this and most of you dont so you all know now. i have come to a point in my life where i need to stop hidding from who i am on the inside and if you need to read this to find out that i was gay thats really sad on your part. I've told people that i was gay and they just looked at me "and said whats new its not like you hid it that well". Gen I'm sorry that you had to find out that i was gay from heather and know that i was going to tell you when the time was right. This goes to what little guys friends i have and who will read this I'M NOT GOING TO HIT ON YOU, ITS STILL ME AND I HAVE NEVER HIT ON YOU BEFORE WHY SHOULD NOW BE ANY DIFFERENT. I hope (for those of you who are finding this out now)things can be the same, nothing is different about me.

I forgot a few people:

Bryant, you are a great guy, great friend, all around a great person.
Carrot, wow what do I say... yo-yo that HAHA I am really glad that i got to know you before school got out
Scottie, LOL you are another great person that I'm glad that i got to know..."bored?...get a thong!"
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hey hey, everyone my graduation party is tomorrow 1-5 Grandview park(East 32nd & Easton Boulevard) I want to see you all there!...or else
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Annamarie Johansen/ Ruth Dearth
Ellen Rosen/ Amanda Bartlett
Kirstie Johansen/ Kelli Schulte
The Giraffe/German Soldier/ Wade Green
Mrs. Inge Johansen/ Julia Noyce
Mrs. Sophy Rosen/ Barbara Simpson
Papa Johansen/ Jules Gray
Peter Nielsen/ David A. Van Cleave
Soldier at Johansens/Officer/Soldier with Dogs/ Jacob Bowman
Klampenburg Soldier/Soldier/Man with Beard/ Codey Haltom
Uncle Henrik Knudsen/ Jim Morrill/Michael Schneider
Woman with a Baby/ Mary Bryant
Mr. Rosen/ Greg Millar


DAMN David, DAMN HIM
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Annamarie Johansen Ruth Dearth
Ellen Rosen Amanda Bartlett
Kirstie Johansen Kelli Schulte
The Giraffe/German Soldier Wade Green
Mrs. Inge Johansen Julia Noyce
Mrs. Sophy Rosen Barbara Simpson
Papa Johansen Jules Gray
Peter Nielsen David A. Van Cleave
Soldier at Johansens/Officer/Soldier with Dogs Jacob Bowman
Klampenburg Soldier/Soldier/Man with Beard Codey Haltom
Uncle Henrik Knudsen Jim Morrill/Michael Schneider
Woman with a Baby Mary Bryant
Mr. Rosen Greg Millar


DAMN David, DAMN HIM
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It has been a long time, Ha and the sad thing is that not a lot has happend so i really don't know what to say. Things are falling apart i dont know what it is I just feel that my life and everything around it is falling through little holes in the floor of something bigger, HA hell if i know what that means but really my life is falling a part and i dont know what to do??? So as of now I'm just going to let it break, fall, and samsh all over until i can find a way to fix it, but i dont think that's going to be any time soon!

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