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Nov. 19th, 2003 07:39 pmi haven't been around much lately, i know. it's a combination of various crap. sorry for not being up to date on all of your lives, though. and sorry for not being there like i should be -- especially for about four of you. i'm really sorry.
i don't even have time to type a real entry right now; have to study & write & study & clean & study, and it's already 7:30. shit, when'd it get so late?
um. my gram's starting chemo, i guess. they are giving her six months without it, and one-five years with it, so i think she decided to do it. i haven't decided how to feel about this.
um. artemis ran away, but then he came back. just about an hour ago, actually. he was gone for like four (five?) days, and i was worried. like, very. although kudos to rach for calming me the other night. (and kudos too to pat, kevin, and grace, but they won't read this.) but he's back now. and i love him.
um. remember that math test i took when i was still drunk/high from the night before? plus sleep-deprived and unprepared? i got a 92. bow to me.
um. remember that math test i missed on monday? and remember when i had to make it up today? and remember when i studied like mad and thought i owned it? and then remember when i took it and completely went blank and didn't answer half the questions? and remember how it would've been SO EASY to cheat but instead of doing that i failed because of these fucking ethics? remember that? oh, and remember how i now need, like, a 101 on the final to get an a? whee!
um. remember when we decided to put nietzche and freud and shakespeare in a play for no readily apparent reason and i was supposed to write it tonight and don't want to? "shall i compare thee to a blazing inferno?" totally worth it.
um. remember when i got really drunk and started reciting frost from memory? and my boyfriend swooned? eeeee.
oh, and um. remember when i spent over $200 of jorge's money (borrowed, people! BORROWED!) on a christmas present because i'm SORRY, but it's perfect? good times.
i thought this was supposed to be a short entry. i never tell myself anything.
[ohh, i actually didn't mention my craptacular mood, did i? but you can tell from the lack of uppercase letters, can't you? i am so transparent.]
i don't even have time to type a real entry right now; have to study & write & study & clean & study, and it's already 7:30. shit, when'd it get so late?
um. my gram's starting chemo, i guess. they are giving her six months without it, and one-five years with it, so i think she decided to do it. i haven't decided how to feel about this.
um. artemis ran away, but then he came back. just about an hour ago, actually. he was gone for like four (five?) days, and i was worried. like, very. although kudos to rach for calming me the other night. (and kudos too to pat, kevin, and grace, but they won't read this.) but he's back now. and i love him.
um. remember that math test i took when i was still drunk/high from the night before? plus sleep-deprived and unprepared? i got a 92. bow to me.
um. remember that math test i missed on monday? and remember when i had to make it up today? and remember when i studied like mad and thought i owned it? and then remember when i took it and completely went blank and didn't answer half the questions? and remember how it would've been SO EASY to cheat but instead of doing that i failed because of these fucking ethics? remember that? oh, and remember how i now need, like, a 101 on the final to get an a? whee!
um. remember when we decided to put nietzche and freud and shakespeare in a play for no readily apparent reason and i was supposed to write it tonight and don't want to? "shall i compare thee to a blazing inferno?" totally worth it.
um. remember when i got really drunk and started reciting frost from memory? and my boyfriend swooned? eeeee.
oh, and um. remember when i spent over $200 of jorge's money (borrowed, people! BORROWED!) on a christmas present because i'm SORRY, but it's perfect? good times.
i thought this was supposed to be a short entry. i never tell myself anything.
[ohh, i actually didn't mention my craptacular mood, did i? but you can tell from the lack of uppercase letters, can't you? i am so transparent.]