He’s My Blade
pairing: Ormund Hightower x fem!targaryen!Reader
summary: Ormund makes a choice to protect your reputation and your place at his side, but his decision is more a knife in your heart than a solution. At the end of the Kingsroad, he is faced with another choice; he can either surrender completely to your unending devotion, or he can extract you from his chest and bleed in your absence.
warnings: +18mdni, toxic dynamics, age difference, angst, depictions of depression, mention of suicidal ideation, low self worth (from both reader and Ormund), grooming, bratting, bd/sm dynamics, jealousy, arguments, spanking, repressed feelings, canon typical misogyny, codependency, grief, kissing, oral m! and f!receiving, face sitting, clit stim, tongue fucking, explicit consent give, unprotected piv, soft sex (mostly), praise, possessive behavior, neck biting, begging, creampie, love confessions
note: the long awaited part two!! thank you endlessly for all the support on the first part, i hope you enjoy this one just as much! <3
wc: 12.8k
The wanting comes in waves.
Some days it is not so pressing. The tightness of the ribbon around your neck serves as reminder enough that he is part of you; indefinitely, unwaveringly—yours.
You are able to move through the keep without distraction, to complete your studies and your duties.
It does help, though, knowing he will always call upon you at night’s end. And you will follow his every instruction, bend to his every whim, and find pleasure in the glory he bestows upon you.
Other days, however, you find yourself drowning in want. You sit at the table, staring at words on a page but never truly reading them. Head filled with Ormund Hightower and the ache he leaves between your legs and the way he fills your heart.























