Perfection is just around the corner

I just wanted to give everyone a big thank you for the great response on the documentary series that I'm working on! It's very inspiring! I know the issues we're touching on are very sensitive and private and I really appreciate everyone who has stepped up and contacted me. We're still working on it so feel free to e-mail me if you want more information!

Best,

Kelly
kellylafer@gmail.com

Hi everyone,

I'm working on a new documentary series that will focus on women between the ages of 18 and 28 struggling with difficult issues like eating disorders, self harm, and intimacy issues.  Let me know if you're interested or if you have any questions!  Feel free to message me or e-mail me directly at kellylafer@gmail.com.  I'm kinda new to LJ so please be patient with me!

Thanks!

- Kelly

Hi everyone,

I just joined this group and thought this might be something of interest to the members of this forum...

There’s a new show on the CW called Secrets that is seeking out women 18-24 who are forced to lead a double life between their professional life and their addictive workout routine. The purpose of the show is to provide these women with an outlet to address this issue so as to receive the help they secretly want and desperately need.

If this sounds like something you would be interested in just go to www.cwsecrets.com to apply.

 

Feel free to e-mail me directly at kellylafer@gmail.com
 

Hope this finds someone who could really benefit from this show!

- Kelly

So, I haven't updated in like a month or something.I see there are some new people.So I will re introduce myself. 

Name: Amy

Age: 19 almost 20

Location: Portland, OR

Current height: 5' 4"

Current weight: 147

Highest weight with current height: 174

Lowest weight with current height: 136

Goal weight number 1: 130

Long term goal weight: 125-120

Why did you decide to join our_obsessions?: having friends who understand what i'm going through

Would you like a support buddy?: sure

Msn:
AIM: sexyangelonice
Yahoo: cutiegirl3520

Do you mind if we add you to msn, aim or yahoo?: go ahead, but let me know

Name: lynda

Age: 14

Location: ontario, canada

Current height: 5'3

Current weight: 151

Highest weight with current height: 151

Lowest weight with current height: 122

Goal weight number 1: 130

Long term goal weight: 115

Why did you decide to join our_obsessions?: this seems like a great place to meet some support buds. i want to talk to others.

Would you like a support buddy?: more like ' i need support buddies'.

Msn: c.mefly@hotmail.com

AIM: none

Yahoo: none

Do you mind if we add you to msn, aim or yahoo?: please add!

Name: Stephanie

Age: 20

Location: Adelaide, Australia

Current height: 5'9" / 172cm

Current weight: 63Kg (I only know Kg D: I fail)

Highest weight with current height: 63Kg

Lowest weight with current height: 60Kg

Goal weight number 1: 55Kg

Long term goal weight: 55Kg

Why did you decide to join our_obsessions?: I have had my eye on this place for a while, but after looking at some of the others they seemed too full on for what I was for and this place seemed like it was more focused on being supportive with one another.

Would you like a support buddy?: Yeah, it would be nice to have some else to talk to who knows what you are feeling whilst dealing with it.

Msn: benizn_fieber@hotmail.com

AIM: none

Yahoo: panzer_alien@yahoo.com.au (i'm not sure about the last half, I just log in under panzer_alien).

Do you mind if we add you to msn, aim or yahoo?: Of course I don't mind.

 Hey Everyone! Okay So Heres My Stats And All The Other Stuff
Name: Tanny (Its A Nickname Actually)
Age:15
Location: Cyprus (Just Recently-From England)
Current height:5ft
Current weight:114lbs
Highest weight with current height:126lbs
Lowest weight with current height:112lbs
Goal weight number 1:108lbs
Long term goal weight:90lbs
Why did you decide to join our_obsessions?:Because I Like Being Able To Talk To Other People Who Are Going Through The Same Thing As Me And I Dont Need To Pretend. I Love The Support Communities Give And It Makes Me Feel
Would you like a support buddy?: Yes If Anyones Interested
AIM:tannymaherx
Yahoo:tanny.maher_x@yahoo.com
Do you mind if we add you to msn, aim or yahoo?: No I Dont Mind
: D 
x x

 

Name: Rachel.

Age: 22.

Location: Southern California.

Current height: about 5'3.5"

Current weight: 218 :o( I'm so ashamed.

Highest weight with current height: ditto. this is the highest i've ever been.

Lowest weight with current height: 135ish. :X

Goal weight number 1: 199 lbs. I just want to get below 200...eek.

Long term goal weight: I'd be happy with 150. I used to weigh that in high school. OR anything below.

Why did you decide to join our_obsessions?: I have always struggled with my weight. I used to be much thinner back in high school (150 lbs) but felt fat so I went on a diet where I ate less than 600 calories a day and I lost 20+ lbs in like 2 months. I became obsessed with the way I look. Always looking in the mirrors. I want to be back to my high school size. I want to lose weight and at least get OUT of the 200's because it is dangerously unhealthy. I want to be a better person. AND I thought maybe I could meet girls who are going through the same thing I am and become diet buddies?

Would you like a support buddy?: YES please. ANYONE? We can email eachother or text or instant message or blog.

Msn: ---

AIM: faer1e pr1ncess and/or g0netojapan

Yahoo: ---

Do you mind if we add you to msn, aim or yahoo?: No i don't mind just instant message me and lemme know who you are and how you got my sn this way I know who I'm talking to!

Any other comments/ conserns: I'm looking forward to meeting new people and making friends! Oh and

( this is me:Collapse )

 Yesterday I ended up eating more then i wanted...again
I had
an apple with peanutbutter
half a lean cuise pizza
backed potatoe
special k bar
2 ottor pops

Today-
90 cal rice cakes
4 ritz chips

I might have a backed potatoe or and apple with peanutbutter for my dinner
Lets hope i stay on track today


I did lost a pound tho...so i am now 150lbs.yay.

So I don't know if anyone even gets on here.Which upsets me.I joined hoping to find support but there isn't anyone.sad.I've managed to maintain weight even when i randomly eat large amounts.
Yesterday-(not in order)
rirtz toaster chips
chicken parmasign(spelling) with pasta
left over pizza
umm...i don't remember anymore..i had lots of the chips

Today- 
So far I've eaten and apple with some peanutbutter *yumm*

I really want to not eat anything else today.I didn't exercise yesterday like I wanted to.So I think I might go for a jog today.Though it is poring down rain, so I"m not sure.I might just give it a try though.Its just rain, it won't hurt me.

P.S.Is anyone alive out there?