unless you're absolutely convinced that's the kind of advice you need
This can't be done in English.
- Igaza van, mindenképp el kell menned. - Tudom, mármint logikailag teljesen helyreraktam. De érted, miért nem akarok... - Persze, én se lennék ilyen kurva gizda.
And after that we both started laughing so hard that she never got her question, and I never got my answer. And still, the matter was discussed in great detail. And I gave her the very same advice she gave me a week ago. Oh, life's funny like that.
Both of us were really needed today. Not for comfort, not for advice, not for any kind of help. Only for silent support and safety. None of the spoken words meant anything. Sure, they were there to fill in the silence. But they weren't really important. The important things were hidden in nails, t-shirts and hot chocolate. And in pools of bright blue.
I'm not enjoying it at all, but right now I have no idea what else I could do. This is the only thing I'm good at. You're good at dancing. I'm average. We're not having this argument. I'm the competent one, my opinion counts.
She introduced me as her friend and probably had no idea how much it meant to me. I'm praying for your wishes to come true. Thank you for giving me reason to trust you, even though I would do so anyway.
Stop guessing, these days it's either E or M. E this time.